i have these friends example
one
- single mom . i helped her take her kids out at my cost , i baby sat , i did random things to help her out .
- she through it in my face when i asked her to come home early when i was babysitting because i didnt feel i could take care of her kids properly , from an illness that wasnt in my control.
two
-another friend i loved to talk to , hang out with went outa my way to hang out with on every occasion , buy her coffee , food, randomness just because she didnt have the money and i wanted the company , i do her hair just about on command every time she asks
- i ask mine to get done i get wishy washy resaults , delaid resaults , and for as many jobs im working right now not alot of time so i end up doing it my self
SHE HAS THE NERVE TO BEAK AT ME FOR ENDING UP FOR GETTING ONCE , ONCE TO DO HER HAIR , BECAUSE IM PAYING MY BILLS AND TRYING TO GET MY SHIT DONE THAT I ALSO HAVE LIL TIME TO DO , BUT she only works one job .....................................
three
another friend single mom
went to school with
best friends
she was on and off with guys , i never once gave her any problems about the guys she was with never talked bad about them called them down ... nutting
because of her i try my best not to be on and off with guys ,,,
- she told me if i went back to a guy i just spent 2 years with that i was stupid ...
the first and only guy
why do the people i end up loving and care for the most outa my friends ... are they actually my friends or are they useing me because i go the distance to hang out or just be ...
why do i attract the people whom use and take forgranted ...
i am living for friends and family not even for my self
i want out so bad , but soon maybe everyone will show there true colors and i wouldnt feel so guilt y on doing so






Unfortunately some people take advantage of those who they know will do what they say. You seem like a very sensitive, loving, and caring person that just wants love and acceptance and you love helping others. Unfortunately it can also be an easy target to be taken advantage of. You just have to stay strong and know your boundaries. I know you know that you don't always have to pay for things for her. If you don't do it and she doesn't want to talk to you then she isn't a true friend. True friends are there for life. There are people out there like that. You are just so sweet and need to take care of yourself before you take care of others. Stay strong and don't let anyone get you down. xoxoxoxo
Shoyo36