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leopardfreak 
i just got another job yay ... good
im so money hungry .. maily cuz im a spendaholic
i so wanna just slit my wrists or my throught and that be that i couldnt do that till my bills were paid off
i dont know what to think .. live is a mystery ... i wish i knew if im makeing the wrong decisions i hate not knowing i believe every thing i do , say, see can effect my future in some way big or small... not its just weather its a good way or bad way.. hense why i go completly nuts in my head about it forever.
another day
another dollar
another bad thought
aiming to make others happy
aiming to please
aiming to just get by
wanting waiting to be happy
wondering if it will be
no matter what i do
no matter what i say
no matter how i feel
not feeling satisfied
not feeling complete
not feeling how i want to ...
