tonight at work i was still feeling yucky cuz been sick for a few days now... well i work in a convienience store , but how convienent that a girl i went to hair school with came in ... not that she was a girl i hated but , made me relize that i was at a shamfull work environment , like i payed mula for school but now end up where i am now,
im so lost , frusturated , and kind of ashamed of where im working ... im not dont yet though im only 22... my new years goal will be to find either a job to be proud of .. or get more school done , never can have enough ... wish i new what to aim for though
also to go with my goal ... get my timming better ... so far been a week and been late once to met a friend for coffee and thats it hope i can keep that up, as well as spend less mula, and quite smoking and get skinny ...
and we will see were life leads to this following year ...






Well, I tell you what, at least you have a job. Thank GOD for that. You have nothing to be ashamed of. I work with the homeless population and many wish they could have a job like yours. Hold your head up you beautiful girl, I am with ya.
mrsmatthews2