i dont know what to make of anything at the moment ... I NEED TO RANT ...
i hate my life , just that simple i hate it whats so good about me ... im not going change the world in any fucking way .
sorry needed to swear
im working dead end jobs , because i caint figure out what i wanna do ... pluse im barly scaping by , but is mula comming in
my past keepsjumping at me , i want it to go away , i was bad i made bad choices but never will be forgived for it ... witch is me being a slut , and if i wasnt with this great guy right now i would wish upon my self all stds, just so it would kill me faster ...
another thing i wanna know why should people who wanna live die every day , when theres alot of people who dont wanna live , who arnt dieing how fair is that





