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leopardfreak 
today after work in the morning i got my niece up and off too school ... i brought her cat spencer home , to play with my puppy ... well on the way home i had a bad feeling something bad was going to happen... get home get the animals addjusted to the new cat ... about an hr maybe two later i noticed my guinie pig was dead .
with that being said i am very emotional i cried for a while... im a suck that way i cry when anything i love dies ... but the guinie had meaning the death had meaning and pissed me off
the guinie pig my ex bought for my when i was living in calgary with him .but every thing dies in my life and i wounder why caint it be me ... when do i get the chance to ... my dog i rescued from an abusive home.. got hit by a car couple years ago ... my other dog i had since about 8 or 9 died last year ... my uncle and a friend commited suicide ... two months apart
how is it far when death keeps rubbing it in my face that i am not there and prolly wont be for a long time
