Journal Entry for July 3, 2009
July 3, 2009 3:11pm
i dont know what im doing anymore , i dont know who to believe , who to trust , my friends tell me one thing and a guy im seeing me something …
leopardfreak
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About Me
leopardfreak
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About Me
i am a girl been dealing with depression for a long time now ... hit me the worst this past year ..
i am a girl been dealing with depression for a long time now ... hit me the worst this past year ..
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leopardfreak wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 3, 2009 3:11pm
i dont know what im doing anymore , i dont know who to believe , who to trust , my friends tell me one…
Thursday
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leopardfreak changed their mood to Horrible 8:47am
June 16
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leopardfreak wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: knowing but doing anyway 7:39am
i know it was worng to do , i still persured even after asking a couple people about it , why , why did…
June 1
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leopardfreak commented on their journal entry memories that wont go away 4:41pm
i emailed one of my abusers , it happend only once with that one , but i let him know what he did hurt…
May 30
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leopardfreak changed their mood to Horrible 9:49pm
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feeling alone
June 5, 2009 5:00am
blah i hate the feeling of being alone even when ur with people you still feel it , like a tag along all most when , and i was with friends that were …
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decent
June 4, 2009 2:45am
decent i feel better cuz ive helped my friends in the past few days even the smallest thing counts and to day a stranger help me made me feel even …
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memories that wont go away
May 30, 2009 9:48pm
i want them to stop so much. how can i do this, how much longer can i take the pain .i thought all yesturday all i want is to talk to my mom and tell …
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Rainbow
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I too was lonely for many years,but youre a nice person and nice people do finish first.Try exercise or music or get a pet,please dont cut,you really dont want to see the blood.It will provide relief then you will be ashamed,guilty,etc. Please keep your chin up,I care
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know what you mean. I have been alone just about all the time since my husband divorced me. If i go out with friends they try to make you feel like that you are not a third wheel but you know you are.
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Happy Birthday Beauty. Luv U Christa
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Support Groups
Close Obesity
i been over weight for a very long time... its getting to the point i caint even look in the mirror any more ... need to past this phase
Close Depression
i never been dignoised ... starting meds about two months now itsad been really bad the past year ..
Open Self-Injury
been cutting since about 14 .. then managed to be good for a few years now im cutting again starting to get deeper then i use to
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
back when i was in high school i slept with a few guys ... now i know my reasoning... its because i wanted guys to like me , but went the wrong way about it. now i got outa a 2 yr relationship... i dont know if its because im enjoying being single.. or if its my way of not cutting but im back to having a couple friends with benifits... all ways wanting sex but only with certain people not just any one ...
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
leopardfreak hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
sexually abused from b4 i can remember till 12 ish ... then awell as while going through my teens
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Healthy Relationships
leopardfreak hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
leopardfreak hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
fear of my own personal hygiene of smelling bad .... started from a dream.....
