Journal Entry for November 16, 2009
November 16, 2009 10:04am
every day i have thoughts on why am i doing this theres no point any more and really there isnt all i wanna do is cut aself and watch my bleed , last …
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leopardfreak
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About Me
i am a girl been dealing with depression for a long time now ... hit me the worst this past year ..
i am a girl been dealing with depression for a long time now ... hit me the worst this past year ..
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leopardfreak wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 16, 2009 10:04am
every day i have thoughts on why am i doing this theres no point any more and really there isnt all i…
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leopardfreak changed their mood to Bad 10:04am
November 12
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leopardfreak wrote a discussion post in the Obesity support group: thinking of other ways 2:46pm
there was this one time i did drugs not all the time just on weekends , or when ever , i lost 30 pounds…
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leopardfreak wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 12, 2009 2:35pm
wanting to cut , wanting the pain to disappear , wanting to face death as most people are wanting to…
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leopardfreak commented on their journal entry Journal Entry for October 29, 2009 2:34pm
wanting to cut , wanting the pain to disappear , wanting to face death as most people are wanting to…
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Journal Entry for November 12, 2009
November 12, 2009 2:35pm
wanting to cut , wanting the pain to disappear , wanting to face death as most people are wanting to see it come near , how do we live day by day and …
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2009
October 29, 2009 1:03pm
hating on life . wanting to die , whats the point any more . i live at my bfs place but hes not more then five minutes from my moms , where my dog is …
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going ok
September 12, 2009 4:16pm
life is going ok i got some things in order. its two years since my uncle and my friend past away and well im deffintly doing alot better then i did …
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I too was lonely for many years,but youre a nice person and nice people do finish first.Try exercise or music or get a pet,please dont cut,you really dont want to see the blood.It will provide relief then you will be ashamed,guilty,etc. Please keep your chin up,I care
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know what you mean. I have been alone just about all the time since my husband divorced me. If i go out with friends they try to make you feel like that you are not a third wheel but you know you are.
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Happy Birthday Beauty. Luv U Christa
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Hang in there we will show them one day.
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Prayer
Heavenly father please be with this beautiful child as she struggles through life's obstacles. I pray that she realizes that her life is worth so much, and she is an inspiration to others. I pray that she does not think of ending her life for it would not only hurt me, but it would hurt many others as well. Please allow this young lady to find a companion who is able to love her for who she is, and I also pray that she is able to love herself. it is in your son's Jesus name I pray Amen.
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Close Obesity
i been over weight for a very long time... its getting to the point i caint even look in the mirror any more ... need to past this phase
Close Depression
i never been dignoised ... starting meds about two months now itsad been really bad the past year ..
Open Self-Injury
been cutting since about 14 .. then managed to be good for a few years now im cutting again starting to get deeper then i use to
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
back when i was in high school i slept with a few guys ... now i know my reasoning... its because i wanted guys to like me , but went the wrong way about it. now i got outa a 2 yr relationship... i dont know if its because im enjoying being single.. or if its my way of not cutting but im back to having a couple friends with benifits... all ways wanting sex but only with certain people not just any one ...
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
leopardfreak hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
sexually abused from b4 i can remember till 12 ish ... then awell as while going through my teens
Treatments
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Open Healthy Relationships
leopardfreak hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
leopardfreak hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
fear of my own personal hygiene of smelling bad .... started from a dream.....
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
an uncle and friend both commited suicide two years ago
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