bigsis57's Journal

Well 6:30 am and i'm up and in pain,not much different than yesterday.I was hoping that this back problem would be just another bump in the road,but it has become a huge pot hole on the road of life.I never really felt so much pain in my life,there is no way to get comfortable.I stayed up till 11:30 try to kill the pain just to sleep for a couple hr.s,seing I had to be up at 4:00 to get the husband off to work.I feel so low sending him off to work while I sit here at home.My husband also suffers with pain issuse with knee's and his back.He has  pain Dr. to help,but the pain he suffers is much worse than me.So not only i'm I always in pain he is too.But he gets up everydat and goe's to work so I have insurance,he is a VV so he could use  VA  hospital for his medical.But he gets up and works just for me.I'm so lucky to have someone so specail in my life.We've been married for 23 yr.s and looking forward too many more.I wish that I could snap my fingers and take his pain away,if I only had one wish that would be that he no longer has to work and his pain would be gone.He loves me that much.