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bigsis57 
1:39pm Yesterday
I have never written a journal, having a rough time.I'm not sure what to say this is why I mark this entry rambling.I have a hard time understand why it's me having to deal with this pain.I deal with more than one auto immune disease,my life is full of doctor visits.I feel angry most of the time and the rest of the time I feel sorry for my poor husband.I'm a very lucky person to have him in my life,he never makes me feel bad about not cooking or cleaning.I feel very guilty,he works 16 hr.s a day too come home to a sick ,cranky old women with no good out look on life.I have no life,I leave the house to shop for food and Dr. appt.,not much more than that.I see my husband as a superman and I love him for that.I suffer w/rheumatoid arthritist,fibromialga,reiters and sarcoidosis.I'm trying very hard to see my life in a possitive way,my goal is too change this.
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I HOPE FOR YOU TO SEE LIFE THROUGH DIFFERENT EYES. I WAS IN ABOUT THE SAME SHAPE A YEAR AGO. BEING HERE ON DS AND HAVING A WONDERFUL FAMILY HAS MADE MY LIFE WONDERFUL AGAIN. HERE IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING. WELCOME TO DS
nonilv
I'm sorry bigsis, to be honest, in ways you life is similar to mine except the hubby part...he was great while I was on tx, but now thinks I should just be "okay". So I do what I can, and he grumbles a lot LOL I hope today is a good day.
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