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bigsis57 
11:30am Wednesday
Well I havn't been doing so hot,i'm in a bad way.I seem to be in a deep state of depression,I can't shake it.I think i'm a happier person since last entry exspect the depression thing.I havn't been out of the house except DR.s and PT twice a week.I try to find thing's to do around the house to keep my mind off thing's,but always end up on the couch staring at what ever is on.Well i'm gonna talk to shrink about changing my meds,hope it help's nothing eles has.
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I got out yesterday,I cleaned the house today and dinners in the oven.
Well 6:30 am and i'm up and in pain,not much different than yesterday.I was hoping that this back problem would be just another bump in the road,but it has become a huge pot hole on the road of life.I never really felt so much pain in my life,there is no way to get comfortable.I stayed up till 11:30 try to kill the pain just to sleep for a couple hr.s,seing I had to be up at 4:00 to get the husband off to work.I feel so low sending him off to work while I sit here at home.My husband also suffers with pain issuse with knee's and his back.He has pain Dr. to help,but the pain he suffers is much worse than me.So not only i'm I always in pain he is too.But he gets up everydat and goe's to work so I have insurance,he is a VV so he could use VA hospital for his medical.But he gets up and works just for me.I'm so lucky to have someone so specail in my life.We've been married for 23 yr.s and looking forward too many more.I wish that I could snap my fingers and take his pain away,if I only had one wish that would be that he no longer has to work and his pain would be gone.He loves me that much.
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yeah, depression eats away the hours and time...be good to yourseld during it...good idea to ck with doctor...i def know when i am in one and they take away the good stuff, ya know, living in the moment and haveing some optimism...affirmations are a good thing to read during depression also.... can u get to a pool? i find it helps me alot... take care, hugs donna
mickky
hi bigsis i know how you feel things have been making me extremely down but i have to be careful what i write as the old man is watching know what i mean what the pain is alot to do with it,i dont thing think the gloomy weather helps either roll on spring i always feel a little bit more cheerful then, i desperately need to lose weight as well as that gets you down, i think the more you worry about it the worse you do so the best thing is to just try and eat a little bit less, which is hard, especially as i am on steroids and get very peckish for sweet foods i try to ignore it but its hard. ive stopped drinking coke now as much and gone on to just water as i dont drink tea or coffee, im a cold drinks person so drinking lots of water helps. anyway precious take care look after yourself people are thinking of you you are in my prayers love astrid40xx
astrid40
Thank's guy's i'm really trying to get it togather,your kind word's mine alot.Thank you. Judy
bigsis57
Thank's guy's i'm really trying to get it togather,your kind word's mine alot.Thank you. Judy
bigsis57