ellychelly's Goal

Jamespan

good job.

TheMermaid

Hey, read your Suck It post. I feel the same way about those small talk situations. I find it so hard to feel interested, let alone appear interested, in those situations. It makes me not want to partake in any of it. Sometimes the best thing to do is not try, just sit there and try to figure everyone else out rather than focusing on how you feel about the situation. I broke down emotionally yesterday and felt so alienated, I couldn't get out of the mood and I missed my grandmas birthday dinner. Now I'm plagued by guilt and remorse. Oh well, that's life and I accept that my moods will fluctuate from time to time. It just means you're self aware and you have a hypersensitivity to your needs and desires. There's nothing wrong with feeling and acting true to yourself.