summers here!
July 17, 2009 8:55am
7 weeks off now.
so happy :)
even though its raining like a bitch D:
Goal Completed on Jul 17, 09
louisey 
5:10am, July 30, 2009
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About Me
louisey
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About Me
i'm 15, i may be young, but don't underestimate me. i feel like i've experienced too much too young, wether its stuff like stress and axiety to sex, drugs and alcohol. a lot of time, especially in todays society, things like that are usually the norm in teenagers as young as me. i'm not in any rush to be older though, i quite like being a kid. i'm quite clever for my age. not a genius, just well over average. i enjoy reading, art and music (listening rather than playing, i gave up being a musician when i was 10 because i was terrible at flute).
i'm 15, i may be young, but don't underestimate me. i feel like i've experienced too much too young, wether its stuff like stress and axiety to sex, drugs and alcohol. a lot of time, especially in todays society, things like that are usually the norm in teenagers as young as me. i'm not in any rush to be older though, i quite like being a kid. i'm quite clever for my age. not a genius, just well over average. i enjoy reading, art and music (listening rather than playing, i gave up being a musician
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art, music, literature, films, history, psycology, politics, lolcats.
art, music, literature, films, history, psycology, politics, lolcats.
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Ray of Sunshine
No problem, hope things are going well and have fun your summer break!
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Thought I would give you a hug:)
Good Luck
Good luck! Should be so fun! I was born there, but now live in Cali
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Thought you may like a little hug to brighten up your day! X
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Sounds like fun.
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Close Teen Anxiety
I get anxious so easily, it comes hand in hand with my paranoia and emetophobia and social phobia. I really hate it.
Close High School Stress
i fucking hate school. i only go to see my friends/boyfriend, and to do art. seriously ive spent my whole life studying and shit and i always get C's and D's. i constantly feel like a failure and in the end its all worth NOTHING.
Open Phobia
emetophobia, fear of vomiting. i have also developed a fear of blood, because it makes me vomit. i had travel sickness a few times and get nervous about travelling. i also suffer from paranoia and anxiety so i am more likely to have panic attacks, which make me feel sick or even vomit. its hard living with emetophobia because it seems the things a normal teenager does i can't do because im scared i'll be sick and people will either find me repulsive, or i'll be sick again, or become depressed.
Treatments
- Acceptance Somewhat Helpful
Open Depression - Teen
i get depressed after i have panic/anxiety attacks or if im sick. i also feel more depressed in the winter or when i'm cold.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
Open Paranoia
paranoia comes hand in hand with my anxiety and phobias. im paranoid alot, mostly at school, and the list of things im paranoid about are as long as my arm.
Open Self-Injury
i've only cut a few times in my life but i saw no releif from it and stopped. it made me feel ashamed and even worse in the morning when i looked at the cuts and scars. i'm willing to help anyone with their problems.
Open Alcoholism
i love alcohol. i'm not an alcoholic but for my age i still drink far too much of it. i only drink when i go to parties etc. i used to drink loads in the summer because there was nothing else to do.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Somewhat Helpful
- Willpower Somewhat Helpful
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
my boyfriend and most of my friends are heavy smokers. i keep getting really bad chest infections from the smoke but i feel like i nag my boyfriend to quit too much and he cant, having smoked for about 10 years. we're only 14/15.
Open Non-hodgkin's Lymphoma
i lost my nana (grandmother) to non hodgkins lymphoma in april 2007. i love her and miss her dearly, she is my inspiration and my motivation.
Open Panic Attacks
i used to have frequent panic attacks but ive been trying really hard and i hardly ever have them anymore. ive never been on meds or anything because i dont like going to doctors. (gets my paranoia & anxiety going, so i end up having a panic attack) so yeah im here to talk and offer advice.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- this can be hard but to be honest, i did it and i'm probably the weakest person going, but i feel like i cured myself of panic attacks and i know how to deal with them and thats the best thing for me. yeah so it took a while to get used to it and figure out how i could stop them, but being patient really helped.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- this can be extremely hard just after you have a panic attack but i learned to calm myself down with happy thoughts before my panic attack had a chance to fully start.
Open Fibromyalgia
one of my friends has this and i want to know what causes it and understand it more.
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