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Went to the doctors the other day and she increased my Seraquel back to 600mg as she was trying to reduce the mg down to the point that I would be off of them. Ahhh no such luck. For a matter of fact I told her that I had to make a decision between paying bills or getting my meds and I chose paying my bills. I have told her thay my seraquel alone cost me $653.00 per month and when you add the Seraquel and my other meds that I'm on it comes to a little over $1,100.00 PER MONTH. This is a hard thing to swollow every month. My bills just kept piling up and I could not get them paif because of the cost of the meds. In any event apparently she wanted me back on this med as she paid for a 30 day supply herself.
I keep saying that I want to end my life, when is it going to happen. I just feel that I'm at the end of the rope. My husband is not supportive of me as he tends ti blame me for everything that has happened over the last 36 months. He says I'm a walking drug store. He may be right about this but geeesh I have brought this to the doctors attention and she says it would not be a good idea to take me off of them. My husband tells me that the meds are making me emotionless and that I'm a walking zombee.
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Hey Lady
I am still here.
Maybe you can go to another doctor and explain what your husband is saying about you and get a second opinion. When I was seeing a phyciatrist to get prozac. Anytime I told him it wasn`t working for me. He would just up my prescription. Or add a prescription. He would go as far as asking me if I would like him to describe something else if I thought it would help. I believe there are doctors who truly want to help and there are doctors that just want to give a pill to fix everything. Get a second opinion girl. Your pills might be fighting each other. And causing you to walk around like a zombie and be depressed.
Just a suggestion .
Take care Hun.
Meha
Meha
Hi Rainey, you sound better in this journal? Maybe getting off some of these meds will make you see things a little differently. I'm sure what ever has gone on is not your fault. Of course, your husband is gonna make you think it is. Lots of prayers and hugs from me!!! Your friend Joely
joely35
Ignore the jerk...he sounds as compassionate as mine! Love you...wish I could do something to help you too..just know that I care and think of you all the time my precious friend !!! xo
serenity55