Need lots of prayers
October 10, 2009 6:21am
Hi all!! Have not been on to much as my Med doctor put me on Klonopin which knocks me for s loop. My …
heartland
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About Me
heartland
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About Me
I'm married and have 3 children. I live in a very dark hole that seems to eat away at me every day.
I'm married and have 3 children. I live in a very dark hole that seems to eat away at me every day.
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Interests
I really don't have any interest.
I really don't have any interest.
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Recent Activity
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5 hugs received, 1 hug given
Thursday
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heartland gave Unhappysoul a hug 5:13am
Thank You, I. needed that.It will help me get through the day. Thinking of you as well. Hugzzz Rainey…
November 14
November 10
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heartland gave streetsmart a ray of sunshine 5:09am
Sending you loads of hugzzz your way, You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay safe. Rainey xoxoo…
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heartland gave serenity55 a hug 5:06am
My sister friend, You mean so much to me. I can;t explain it. It's just when you have a true friend you…
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Life on a roller coaster
September 27, 2009 4:18am
I feel like my life is on a roller coaster, up and down up and down. Husband wants me to go off my meds , I tried …
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going back home
July 7, 2009 5:11pm
Okay, I'm going to move back in with my husband, please don't think I'm crazy It's been about 4 weeks that I've been away …
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Out of the hoispital
June 13, 2009 4:26pm
I was admitted into the hospital on 5/31 and just got out yesterday. When I was admitted I went from the emergency room to the …
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Meds
May 16, 2009 5:41am
Went to the doctors the other day and she increased my Seraquel back to 600mg as she was trying to reduce the mg down to the point that I would be …
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Hugbook
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Hug
awwwww thanx for your hug as well I loves hugs especially this lovely hug of you xxxxxxxxxx
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Hug
Look at the rainbow it colourful and bright high in the sky what a very beautiful sight, I show you the colours one red one yellow one pink one green and orange and blue i can sing a rainbow can you too?
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big hugsssssssssss 4 u, love 4 u hopes things get better 4 u. You are in my thoughts xxxxxxxxx
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Rainbow
and a rainbow too!! xoxoxox
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Little Love
sending love to my very special gal Rainey! Love you !! xoxox birthdate is october 7th xoxo
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionOver the last 22 months I have tried to commit suicide 14 times by overdosing and have failed miserably
Treatments
- Electroconvulsive therapy Working / Worked
- I lost alot of my memory. By having ECT's done it helped with self harm injury.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Counseling does not seem to help all that much for me. I can go in feeling bad and come out feeling the same way.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- I think that the seroquel has helped me to some extent as I take 600mg. I still do want to end my life but the feelings are not as strong.
- Ambien Working / Worked
- This sleeping pill has worked. I definately sleep all night long where before I was awake more than I was asleep.
Close Hypothyroidism
I was recently hospitalized as my husband and daughter found me unconcious. They thought that I had overdosed on one of my meds. After being put on the phydic floor and seen by the on call physic Dr. did I learn my TSH level was 20. In any event I was discharged immediately.
Treatments
- Synthroid Not Working
- About a year ago I was put on Synthroid a low dose. (.375mcg) Now I have been increased to .88mcg.
