Quixote
June 11, 2009 2:52am
They have marked our headstones,
stickly and fallen embers,
with the well wishings of children,
far too young to know this grievance
yet they …
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PossiblyMe
3:27am, July 22, 2009
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About Me
PossiblyMe
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About Me
Finally learning to grow up, and enjoy life and what it has to offer. I'm a bartender and desperate for daily intelligent conversation.
Finally learning to grow up, and enjoy life and what it has to offer. I'm a bartender and desperate for daily intelligent conversation.
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Interests
Letting my freak flag fly out in the open more and more ;)
Letting my freak flag fly out in the open more and more ;)
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Revelations
June 10, 2009 10:53pm
I have the strangest feeling, but it is here none the less and tapping its nails against the top of my head impatiently waiting for some …
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Escapism
June 8, 2009 5:18am
I road the el for three hours. I ran along the stops and watched each glowing light cast symbiotic shadows, thriving off the homeless laying on …
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I have anxiety, and possible Bipolar, but that has yet to be proven. Either way I can handle it most days, but when I cant, holy hell...
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Too Soon to Tell
- I think it works, or perhaps my repeat attacks have just gone away on their own when I have thought them out. It feels silly to watch my breathing when I know this is all in my head to begin with.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I try to think of good thoughts, but then a shortness of breath comes by again and all that good thinking goes right out the window and is replaced with worry and heavy anxiety symptoms.
Close Nutrition
Trying to get up to my ideal weight of 180-190, only 25lbs. more to go!
Open Fitness Goals
Trying to get up to my ideal weight of 190, and my bench weight of 250.
Treatments
- Hiking Too Soon to Tell
- Weight Training Working / Worked
Open Child Support & Custody
Just found out that a girl I dated for a few weeks is having my child.
