Journal Entry for September 15, 2009
early morning clouds are grey,
Nothing seems to go my way,
waiting for you to call my phone.
Sit on my bed bed board all alone.
Then the phone rings near …
hmm studying law and science, its really enjoyable. Im so happy at the moment have the best friends, the most loving family and the most sweet, fanastic fiancee!! he showers me in so much love and affection. Its a change to be treated with so much respect. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I have problems with who I am and the way I look. There are some things i can change and others I cannot. I shut my self away from people and often push the people that care for me most away because the way I act, I have these periods off feeling so low and full of self hatered.I have ran away 3 times and this has effecte my family life>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> BEHIND THESE EYES YOU WILL NOT SEE, WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE ME. BEHIND THIS SMILE YOU WILL NOT KNOW, THE REAL EMOTION THAT NEEDS TO SHOW, BEHIND THIS LAUGH THERES A CRY FOR HOPE. WITH ALL THIS IN SIDE I CANNOT COPE.
hmm studying law and science, its really enjoyable. Im so happy at the moment have the best friends, the most loving family and the most sweet, fanastic fiancee!! he showers me in so much love and affection. Its a change to be treated with so much respect. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I have problems with who I am and the way I look. There are some things i can change and others I cannot. I shut my self away from people and often push the people that care for me most away because the way I act,
mucis, dance poetry self expression.
mucis, dance poetry self expression.
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early morning clouds are grey,
Nothing seems to go my way,
waiting for you to call my phone.
Sit on my bed bed board all alone.
Then the phone rings near …
I need help, serious help. I have had my problems since a member of my family died, she was my aunyt Sara, she died at the age of 31, a victim of …
Trapped
Trapped inside a lonely prison,
With nothing but my blurry vision.
Why is my life such a mess?
Its all my fault i must …
December, the joy, Christmas around the corner. The presents, the drink, the food and the family. The time of love, the time for joy, the time of …
Hi Beckie, im sick as a parrot in bed with a bug, but otherwise Im ok :) get on chat if your on!
Hi Beckie, Im good thanks :) hope you are too!
Thank you. I am okay thanks. Hope you are good xx
Hey, congrats at being a geek like me! Forensics is a good career choice, i have a friend who works as a forensic pathologist for the home office, she enjoys it greatly. Thanks for the friend request. Cole
Yeah Snowdon is awesome if you like trekking on mountains! Visit the copper mine and the hydro-electric power station too, plus there is a high ropes adventure, but I couldn't do it cus I don't like heights! Lol :)