i am the mother of five, ages 8, 7, 3 & 2 mo. my third son would have been 6 this year, he passed away in 2003. i am a mom who is struggling to keep my marriage in tact.
i am the mother of five, ages 8, 7, 3 & 2 mo. my third son would have been 6 this year, he passed away in 2003. i am a mom who is struggling to keep my marriage in tact.
October 30, 2008 10:47am
This poem was written by my father in memory of my son: A Letter from Aidan Mom don't cry no more tears. Look into my eyes, do you see …
October 29, 2008 10:25am
it's a new day and new possibilities. yesterday was a hard day,thank you all for your support!
sometimes i just need to get my frustration out or …
October 28, 2008 10:09am
i take a look at my marriage and i wonder what's the use? there is no love there and both of us know it. nine years of fighting and anxiety …
Thanks for the hug. Hope you had a nice weekend.
For Aiden's 1st birthday even though he wasn't here we had a day of celebration. My hubby talked me into going and playing paintball. At first I was very upset about this but then the more I thought about it I knew Aiden wouldn't want us to sit around crying and being miserable all day so the way i look at it is we went and lived life for him because he wasn't here to live it himself. Then we went back to our house and had a BBQ or cookout whatever you may call it and had a small party for him just my parents, sis and hubby, and few of our close friends. I made Aiden a birthday cake and I put his pic on it and it said, "Happy 1st Birthday Aiden We love and miss you!" I've been trying to upload the photo but i'm having major problems with that and they don't seem to be helping me with it..my sister does have many pics of him up if you'd like to see him and the cake..her name is AuntJenn on here.
Thanks again. I'll let you know as the time gets closer and the plans become more definate. I have to do something for him in any way I can. My sister and I are also going to the candle light ceremony in our area on dec. 14th to light a candle for Aiden. I have to keep him alive while I am and make sure he's never forgotten.
Thanks for your advice. I do sometimes think of Aiden and smile but then I get sad. I love my memories but i hate that there won't be anymore. It wasn't suppose to be like this, but I guess God had his own plan I just don't like it. Been thinking about having a dinner dance fundraiser for Aiden and SIDS around his 1 yr. angel day. I'm hopping it'll help me get through that time. We (my family) wants to celebrate is life and try not to be sad about it..it can't hurt right? sending hugs!!
may the peace of God be with you during this holiday. {{{{{hugs}}}}} Jan
my son passed away from sma type 1. he was 2 months and 28 days old. he had been diagnosed less than 48 hrs before he passed.
it has been a constant in my life, although i encourage everyone i meet, in my life i find little meaning
