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wfranze 
OK Jimmy told me that my borther and sister in-law are going to have a baby and its killed me inside .I am very happy for them .I just want a baby so bad that it hurt .when jimmy and I go to wal-mart and I see all the baby clothes I just want to sit there and cry. I feel like its never going to happen for me . Im just sick and tired of watching all my friends start there family .I feel like when they tell me that they are going to have a baby I feel like they are saying haha look what I can do and you cant. MY brother and his wife just had a baby three months ago and when I found out I just wanted to go home and cry in my bedroom.I also watch my older sister have and three kids and all my high school friends have kids of there own. Last winter a friend of my came home from the west and we all have gone out to lunch and all what they talk about was there kids I felt so out of place. I feel like when I try to talk about if to jimmy it feel like he just dose not get it and the way I feel about it.
