Journal Entry for January 25, 2009
January 25, 2009 8:31pm
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haohevet92
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About Me
haohevet92
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About Me
I self-diagnosed. First my parents didn't believe me, now they do. My life's still fucking unbearable..................................I'm passionate and amazing, but it's hard convincing myself and others to believe it.... My name's Elana. I'm 16 years old and I live in New York. I have mixed Bipolar type II. I learned to read when I was 2 [been screwed up for awhile haha], and the subsequent shrinks I've been sent to told my parents I'd turn out fine, an idea which my parents cling to. I've been struggling with depression since 9th grade, and this is the worst it's ever been. I experience extreme depression as well as hypomania, and I also self-injure. I really need help but the psychologist I saw last year said I'm not clinically depressed. Basically, I'm here to talk to people who validate my opinions and understand what I'm going through. I'd love to meet you, so feel free to say hi if you need a friend........................................................I consider myself to be artistic and somewhat of a free spirit. I'm very articulate and pretty opinionated. Music is extremely important to me--I've been playing piano for years, and I also mess around on the guitar. Singing and acting help me a lot [too bad I don't actually have talent haha.] I also love writing and photography. Something about capturing emotion and being able to express it really gets me. I pride myself on being intelligent and deep, but I'm not a snob. I'll really appreciate if you talk to me, no matter what. I'll probably bring some love to your life.
I self-diagnosed. First my parents didn't believe me, now they do. My life's still fucking unbearable..................................I'm passionate and amazing, but it's hard convincing myself and others to believe it.... My name's Elana. I'm 16 years old and I live in New York. I have mixed Bipolar type II. I learned to read when I was 2 [been screwed up for awhile haha], and the subsequent shrinks I've been sent to told my parents I'd turn out fine, an idea which my parents cling to. I've been
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Music, stage managing, acting, writing, photography, love, Judaism, psychology, philosophy, Israel, gay/lesbian rights, talking to anyone and everyone, energy drinks, boys, texting, Postsecret, understanding you, pursuing beauty
Music, stage managing, acting, writing, photography, love, Judaism, psychology, philosophy, Israel, gay/lesbian
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Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen
I am 16 years old. I think I have Bipolar II in a mixed state, but my parents don't believe me and refuse to take me seriously. I need help.
Close Self-Injury
haohevet92 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open High School Stress
I'm a junior at an expensive Jewish high school in suburbia. I've hated it for 12 years--I'm not the typical student (I'm gifted and I learned to read when I was 2.) They don't know what they're doing with me. I'm in all honors but I can't succeed because I hate living so much. My school and my parents make me miserable.
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- Psychotherapy Not Working
Open Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Geodon Too Soon to Tell
- I started on 20 mg of Geodon at night and I had an atypical reaction. It made me really hypomanicmanic so my dose was lowered to 10 mg. Now Im back up to 20. Not sure whats happening next.
Open Depression - Teen
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- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
haohevet92 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Weight Loss For Teens
haohevet92 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Time Management
haohevet92 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
haohevet92 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Sexuality
haohevet92 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
Since I self-diagnosed with bipolar, I've noticed that many of the people I like most have mood disorders. I have tons of bipolar and depressed friends. I love being around weird people. Is that bad? Probably. Am I proud of it? Most definitely :]
Open Depression Supporters
I suffer from depression. Many of my friends do too.
Open Bisexuality
i'm bi-curious. i don't really identify as bisexual right now, just trying to figure everything out...
