Frustrated
I am so frusterated with my Sister in Law and my Brother. They have 2 small children ages 3 & 5. Good …
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LadyWeaver 
11:22am, February 8, 2009
Okay everyone here is another poem by me!
Lemme know what you all think please!
You told me to trust you
Yet you never gave me a reason to
You said this would be our secret
This was not my secret to keep
You told me you loved me
I learned to believe this to be true
But now I have begun this journey
Called healing and am learning
What you said was love was not
The lies you told just to get your way
Forced me to put up walls
Which have taken years to break down
When these walls come tumbling down
I will truly be free to be ME!
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Wow! "you told me to trust you, yet you never gave me a reason to" How very true! I am also waiting for the walls I built to come "tumbling down". What a lovely image! You are using a big sledgehammer and keep slinging at that wall, that is the picture I get in my mind! I can envision you stepping out over the crumbled walls with a step of strength and power, and a look of pride and accomplishment and joy on your face.....
I love it!
mtnmama62
Although my experiences were not nearly as traumatic as yours, between age 11 and 15 a pedophile made me believe he "loved" me. I saw it as romance and desirable attention. When I got old enough to realize it was selfish sickness on his part, my self-esteem really suffered. One episode on SPECIAL VICTIMS UNIT dealt with a 12 year old boy who was molested and manipulated by an older woman. In the end, he sobbed I THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME.
LivingWater
This poem could fit many situations in many mistreated individual's lives, for it is true, how can one trust, if one is not given a reason to? Trust is a learned and earned attribute, and an almost impossible one to learn if one is not around those who are trustworthy enough to earn it.
dly1964