The sun is shining and it is warm. This is a miracle in the Northeast.
I have made a choice. I have decided to be happy and shake off the ugly things that attach themselves to my body's magnet. Since I had a healing of my emotions last August, I have been learning what I need to do to stay that way.
My choices are important to my state of mind. I have chosen to accept my lot in life and stop giving the negative things so much attention. Since I have pain any way, I have decided to stop nursing this "sick" body and do the things that give me pleasure without overdoing terribly. I have been gardening and I do so love it. It hurts my foot but the pleasure is greater than the pain. I'm going to pool therapy twice a week and am benefitting from it. I am painting walls - I nevr thought I'd be able to do that again. A friend came to help and we had a good time. I even went so far as to clean and wash all the hardwood floors in my house. I washed windows. I am living. I am writing. I am proofreading others' works for money. I taught for twenty-seven years and have updated my skills by taking a course. I am living.
My God wants me to enjoy life. He wants me to have a good time on my journey here on earth and, with his help, I am learning. I mess up but I am quicker to recover than in the past. I don't blame myself or feel guilty. I simply ask for forgiveness and move on with a change of attitude.
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