feeling kind of sick today. I might …
feeling kind of sick today. I might make an appoiment to my dr to see if i am having a baby o not. I feel movement and …
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crwtom 
9:08pm, October 30, 2009
I'm just so sick of the pain. The feeling like my chest is caving in from the pain of not having you. I love you and want you so bad Faith. You are so precious-you should be here. I hate this time of year. I wake up every morning and feel just like I did last year. I wake up and realize you are gone and my heart will ache for you always.
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I could've written this entry. I hate this time of the year too! It's a time made for happy children and bundled up babies. It hurts so much.. thinking so much about you and little Faith. tight hugs, Laura
hkchallenge
Yep. I couldn't have said it better... sorry you are feeling this way. I am sorry we are all feeling this way. We should have our babies. Its not fair. Its too much to take at times. xo
luvmyangelc
Diddo!! You couldn't of put it any better!! Hugs for your heavy heart, Julie
angelbrycesmom
I agree. It is so hard. It's just so freaking unfair. My friend called yesterday and asked if I wanted to come hand out candy to trick-or-treaters on our main street, the local businesses have trick or treating. I flat-out told her it would be hell for me and I would just be bitter and jealous of all the moms with little kids. I have always loved Halloween and the holidays but without Abi it seems so empty and joyless now. Big hugs to you, Cynthia, you are not alone in your pain and I hope all our little pookers are having fun & dressing up in silly princess-fairy-butterfly costumes together! XOXO - Ann
Ann888
You are speaking for all us. I wish we could shout it from the rooftops. Dear God, why will it always hurt so much? Big hugs - Sher
Sher0214
I'm sorry Cynthia - I did'nt pass out candy last nite, we kept the porch light off all nite. I'm not looking forward to the other holidays either. I've been in a funk all week. I hope all of our babies dressed up and had a great day in heaven yesterday. Thoughts like that keep me going. Hugs.
Chaya
chaya1
Exactly how I feel too : (
Hang in there...
ShelbyR
I know baby - my heart aches, I can barely breathe sometimes....I feel like the walls collapse around me. I wish so much that we holding them - so much
globalgirl75
I know what you mean! I used to love this time of year, now I dread it. ((HUGS))
Am1110
I am sorry it is like this. I just so wish we had our angel's back. I am thinking of you. Tight hugs. Hang in there.
Joannna
sorry it is a rough time of year for you. i am just entering into my difficut time as Madeline's 3rd birthday is just two months away. i wish things were so different for all of us.
StephaniePaige
You have written what is in many if not all of our hearts. I am sorry you are having a rough time of it lately. I wish there was something I could do-
Brynasmom
I feel your pain! Sending hugs and prayers.
Libby
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