Love times two
November 2, 2009 2:16pm
I have been so down. I know the weather, time change,and other things that go along with this time of year that even brings "normal" people …
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crwtom
9:08pm, October 30, 2009
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About Me
crwtom
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About Me
I have five beautiful children. Nash, 12;Krista, 8;Grace, 4; and our little light in all this, Hope (born July, 8, 2009) are here to cherish on Earth.Our fourth my beautiful angel Faith was born still September 3, 2008. My first pregnancy resulted in a miscarriage at 12wks in may of '95. I have been married to a wonderful man, Kevin for 13 years. Nothing seems to matter anymore except family. "How long must I carry sorrow in my soul, grief in my heart day after day?" Psalm 13:2
I have five beautiful children. Nash, 12;Krista, 8;Grace, 4; and our little light in all this, Hope (born July, 8, 2009) are here to cherish on Earth.Our fourth my beautiful angel Faith was born still September 3, 2008. My first pregnancy resulted in a miscarriage at 12wks in may of '95. I have been married to a wonderful man, Kevin for 13 years. Nothing seems to matter anymore except family. "How long must I carry sorrow in my soul, grief in my heart day after day?" Psalm 13:2
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32 journal comments, 16 hugs given, 14 photo comments, 10 hugs received, 1 group discussion post
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Journal Entry for October 30, 2009
October 30, 2009 10:01pm
I'm just so sick of the pain. The feeling like my chest is caving in from the pain of not having you. I love you and want you so bad Faith. You …
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A sign from Faith
October 15, 2009 4:55pm
I'm in Awe right now. The last few days I've really been down missing Faith. This morning Grace was drawing a picture of a heart with angel …
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Sorrow looks back;Worry looks around;Faith looks up
October 9, 2009 6:14pm
Just a little update on Hope and my pychosis. Everytime I think that I am doing fine and enjoying Hope, I find worry and my mind spirals out of …
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13 months without you my sweet Faith
October 1, 2009 1:37pm
Hey my baby girl,
We all went to lunch, and as I was holding Hope I was watching a one year old baby boy sitting in his hi-chair across from us. …
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Thanks for commenting on my journal & all the prayers. We are in shock still. Thanks for being a great friend & I will let you know what happens Sunday...XOXOXO Amy
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just a hug to thank you for being such a wonderful friend. Hope you are well - hugs and prayers
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Thanks for the hug . . . just when I needed one! Sher xoxo
Funny Face
God bless you and Kevin... thanks for your love and support, it's really helping a lot! Now I'm going to go paint my face white and blue, then show my bare bottom to my British neighbors. Not sure they'll get the point...lol
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Can I just say I adore you - you are indeed a blessing in my life sweet Cynthia and I know our babies will meet one day and play - just like their brothers and sisters are in the clouds. I really hope there is mud and cake and silliness in the next life. I hope they get dirty and have fun - the way all good kids should xoxo
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Close Stillbirth
I lost my sweet angel Faith at 35 weeks 3 days. She was born still September 3. She had a true knot. The pregnancy was perfect. I have three other children that miss her so. Nash,12, just wants to aggrevate another baby sister. Krista,8, would just love to hold her baby sister. Grace,4, wanted to teach her to dance. All of these plans destroyed by my baby's lifeline. Everyday is bittersweet without her here. I want to enjoy my living children, but I miss my sweet angel.We are due July with Hope
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- nothing better than a good cry
- Music Working / Worked
- I made a cd of songs that help me have time with myself and my lil angel as a tribute to her. If you haven't heard the song Smallest Wingless by Craig Cardiff check it out. We closed the curtains Held on to one another And cried We said hello at the same time that we said goodbye. [ Smallest Wingless Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]
- Prayer Working / Worked
- My Faith will never be destroyed
- Talking Working / Worked
- Letting my husband know what I'm feeling has helped us both open up.
- Writing Working / Worked
Close Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility
I just found out I'm pregnant after losing my sweet Faith at 35 1/2 weeks on Sept 3rd,2008. It happened sooner than I thought. I'm hoping not to go crazy with fear.
Open Pregnancy
HI my name is Cynthia. I lost my baby girl Faith Sept 3rd at 35 1/2 weeks. I'm now 11 weeks and hoping for a baby to arrive in July.i have three children here with me.
