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rbm 
11:41pm Saturday
I have 14 left. It sure seems like it has taken sooooooooooo long to get ten!
Well, what have I done all week? NOTHING! It seems like I'm just hanging in here. I see my NP on Wed, sure hope she cuts my dosage of riba down. It is just wiping me out.
I am not the person who sits around all day.......but now I am....funny! I never have to ask for help, and here I am acting like my DH. Yesterday I was sitting here, and I'm yelling for him to bring me water.....lol. Then I'm ordering him around...empty the dishwasher, take the clothes out of the dryer....lol. I'm hungry cook me some dinner! And he does it for me!
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You know, I bet after this, I will get my kitchen remodeled. Now he understands that I do NOT have enough cupboards.
It feels with each shot, that my head get's foggier. I hate this feeling! I mean, I need my wits, what if Wheel of Fortune calls and wants me on the show next week? I'm going to have to turn it down....lol, I can't spell my way out of a paper bag right now.....
I have to keep a sense of humor about this, because I feel this medication wearing me down every minute of the day....I just ACCEPT and will go with it. I mean, I haven't had a super BAD day YET....so I should be very grateful.
I love all you, my friends! I'm so thankful for your support and encouragement I get from you! I think of all of you a lot and pray for all of you! And extra prayers to you that are on this journey of tx with me.... WE can do this and we are beating the hell out of this monster that has decided to pop in and disrupt our lives!
To many words....lol...next week short and sweet! Love to you all and your families!
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LOL.....Hey....maybe you can get on Wife Swap....and show some other poor bastard what it COULD be like......LOL
Hang in there honey.....you're doing fine......and you're counting down.......pretty soon it will be ZERO!!!!!
We love you too;):) Beary beary beary much:)
debbear
He threatened me, not to even joke about that.....lol...wife swap....hahahahahh
rbm
You'll make it through.
Patmh
your so cute, your doing great, almost there and good attitude
Barb99999999
only 2 more and you're half way there! DH is being sooooooooo good! that's awesome. and here it is my bday and i cooked supper!
wanna swap?...................LOL!
WingedHorse
YES! Come to ga!...
rbm
Hi rbm...sorry to hear the damn dragon is lurking around. He is lurking around my house too!
I'm thinking about you this morning & hope you get a good day in today.
crab
Man your so funny ! Wheel of Fortune. lol
By the way, your lucky that you hubby does everything for you, I wish Richard would have done more, he didn't do f all for me, absolutely nothing.
I have learn a long time ago not to depend on him for sweet, f all.
When he was on tx, he didn't even bother talking with me, it was from work to the shower, to bed, rarely ate, which is why he lost so much weight.
I dealt with it all myself, but was prepared though, had everything in my comfort zone, which was my bedroom.
Even had a bowl of fruits and treats, for the days, I didn't feel like cooking.
I'm glad you are not getting those horrible days, where we suffer like hell.
Good for you.
Also love your positive attitude girl, keep on keepin on
Mckenzie
One day at the time.
Mckenzie
Oh, not having energy is suffering to me....lol. Thanks u all! MCK, I wonder why he does what he does for me. I mean, sometimes I just go off on him...all crazy bitch like. Then, I forget I started it all, and end up crying....like he started it all....lol....
rbm
I understand all your are saying my friend...my biggest problem was not being active - I hated & still hate to hang in house....despite warning to not over pace from McK I still went to lake at least once a week to fish (& get too much sun) but would rest next day....
Only had ribo rage for about a month & was same - would be mean & then cry cause I hate being mean - what a mess! My brain was already fogged so I was kinda used to it - I just lived w/post-it notes EVERYWHERE!
The ribo rage & fog is part of tx hun so unfortunately ya just have to go w/it - thank god you got great hubby....
My hubby is great but did not help w/housework or cooking cause I told him I wanted to do it as much as possible (dum huh)....I wanted to do as much as I could cause saw my dad take care of my mom all my life and didn't want to be a burden.....later on I wanted help and got a little-he said I was doing good and need to stay active cause laying on couch too much is bad for muscle atrophy - he was right....
You are doing good....your great sense of humor will get ya thru the rough spots - that is what got me thru.....just keep in mind that the rougher stuff gets the meds are working!
You are one funny gal and I so enjoy reading your stuff...although hate the rough sides......you will be amazed how fast the end of tx will come towards the end!
xoxo
Ellie2009
Good Lord Becky, 10 shots already ! Seem like yesterday you had your 1st shot party ! Dang ! next thing you know it'll be 24 and done ! :)
I got a blood test this week and another VL Hope i'm still an undie ! I know what your talking about being tired all the time , bet your red blood count is down like mine is If it goes below 10 they can give a Procrit treatment to help your body grow more blood cells . Docs tell me that will be a good bit of help for the energy !
Keep your humor and a good "tude" Try to be nice to your DH Sounds to me like hes doing a good job . Just like Cindy is for me. Lord knows she puts up with a lot of crap from me..... god bless her !
johnnykat
i wish i could come to GA so we could go thru this together in person. seems like when i'm feelin' good, you're not & vice versa. we could take turns taking care of each other! then on the weekends DH could take care of both of us........LOL. i'm the only one that ever cooks around here, and it's getting old! i'm thinking about going next door and letting my mommy take care of me, she's a good nurse maid!
WingedHorse
hang in there becky. it's all about you and taking care of the culprit. may god bless you with less fog and fatigue. and maybe if gods watching and listening, you will get those new cupboards. :*
MartyTx
Thanks you guys! I had my worse sides today...woke up with the headache, and just blah....so...I slept all day...and finally feel a little bit better. Reading your replies, really makes me feel like I can keep on swalllowing those pills....and fight through the tough times.
rbm
Oh no not he headache! Yuck. Hang in there girl the end is near.
jkbearhug
Hi RBM hope your felling better today. I think it's fantastic that your husband is helping you out so much, it's nice to have a diamond in the rough. Mine would cook except he can't boil water..lol. But he is great with everything else. You sound like you have a great attitude. Sleeping the day away isn't fun but some days it just happens. take care hun.
shadedblue