the latest..............
September 9, 2009 5:58pm
So anyway if you read my last journal entry you will know that things have been a bit crazy for me this last few weeks, well it seems my husband knew …
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Journal Entry for September 5, 2009
September 5, 2009 4:43pm
I dont know this man where is my husband?
He is cycling very rapidly now, I have only very narrowly avoided taking a beating twice in the last 2 …
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update
September 4, 2009 2:22pm
Ok so he has relapsed and gotten clean twice in the last 3 months, each time when he returned to his home country. This is never going to go away. He …
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sick and tired
July 19, 2009 8:24am
Do you ever just get sooooooooooo sick of how its all about them??????????????????????????
Im sick, sore and tired of it, WHAT ABOUT ME!
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and so the story continues
July 6, 2009 10:41am
Things have been simmering between us for a few days, I know i have been picking at him but i just feel like everything he does is just be bother me …
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Stay strong and keep your faith. Things will get better, inshaAllah.
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Have faith in Allah and, remember: Allah never leaves the raised hands (while making du'a) of His servant empty. Remember Him and He will remember you.
You are in my prayers, sister. 
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thank you for the comment on my journl entry, im so devastaded, words can't describe it. i somehow lost the email allerts and triyng to get it back but so far i miss my firends journal entries etc so please write me if u need... i just freaking wanna never have been born! i feel like a peice a cXXp. sorry if so boring and down
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionHave battled depression for about 12 years on and off, have had sucicidal thoughts but luckyly no serious attempts. I have been known to induldge in a bit of self harm when things get too much for me, since I had my first child almost 4 years ago i have done a pretty good job keeping it undercontrol, but circumstances at the minute (leaving my family friends and my husbands recent heroin relapse) have seen my demons resurfacing.
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- I am a catholic married to a muslim, I have been considering converting for a while now, im reading and studying islam (not that my hubby is my inspiration) but im find my once lost faith in Gods Will pretty inspirational.
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- Didnt work, made me feel majorly ill and definatley noticed increased thoughts of suicide.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
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- Im considering going back on it, i hate those first few weeks of nausea and numbness, I guess i feel my babies have a hard time enough with one numb (high) parent at the minute.
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