CynicFred47's Journal

Met a woman in chat, been maybe 3 weeks now.  Seems like it goes well most of the time, less her jealousy when I should mention I may chat with another woman, but fine for her to chat with men.  I want to trust/believe what She says, but sometimes I just take it with a grain of salt.  She claims She's serious about Me, but sometimes I really do wonder.  We agreed to Meet in April.  She has 3 that will come into Her room, sometimes the conversations, at least from the male side seem a little beyond what just normal friendship may be.  I've many questions about Her, and We seem a pretty good match in that regard.  But, I have to wonder if Her truthfulness is real.  I'd like to put Her out of My mind altogether, but find it difficult to do.   Normally when they show up in room, I just leave, but I'll remain on Messenger in case She has something to say.  Dumb Me I suppose.  Jealousy is really non-existent on My part, more bothered than anything.  Guess that about sums it up.  Just writing this has given Me a massive headache, yuck.