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  • About Me

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    CynicFred47

    Male, 48
    Portland, ME, USA
    Member since October 10, 2008

    • About Me

      A cynic, pessimist, a touch of OCD, have to have things just so. 5'8, a few extra pounds-thank you zyprexa, lol. On disability due to Mental Health lol. I'm pleasant, generous, honest, faithful. Diagnosed Manic/Depressive. Take Klonopin for anxiety, Lamictal for mood. Miss driving 18-wheeler. Have things I like to do, but anxiety keeps me from participating. Told this was a Good site, so Here I am.

      A cynic, pessimist, a touch of OCD, have to have things just so. 5'8, a few extra pounds-thank you zyprexa, lol. On disability due to Mental Health lol. I'm pleasant, generous, honest, faithful. Diagnosed Manic/Depressive. Take Klonopin for anxiety, Lamictal for mood. Miss driving 18-wheeler. Have things I like to do, but anxiety keeps me from participating. Told this was a Good site, so Here I am.

    • Interests

      Bicycling, Billiards, Cribbage, Music, a pic of My stereo, Home Audio, but everything nowadays is geared towards Home Theater, yuck. I tend to isolate, which I'm told is not good, but it suits me well, don't have to worry about getting irritated or agitated.

      Bicycling, Billiards, Cribbage, Music, a pic of My stereo, Home Audio, but everything nowadays is geared

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  • Journal

    • Feel like I'm being "played" by a woman online.

      Mood November 16, 2008 1:26am

      Met a woman in chat, been maybe 3 weeks now.  Seems like it goes well most of the time, less her jealousy when I should mention I may chat with …
    • New "Best Friends"

      Mood November 14, 2008 8:53pm

      Any Klipsch speaker lovers in here?   Recently purchased a new pair of the RF-83's.  I also have thier KLH-30's.  Still …

    • Not a Good Day

      Mood October 10, 2008 8:08pm

      I really hate driving nowadays, tailgaters are relentless.  Someday!!!   Usually I can just turn up the music and pay them no mind, …

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    • Moment of Peace

      From mrsmerc November 28, 2008

      Sorry for the message on 11/24. Sent to you in error. Hope you are feeling better today?? Take care.

    • High Five

      From mrsmerc November 24, 2008

      Just wanted to say thanks for the invite to the Four Agreements. Looks good. Hope you have a great Monday!

    • Hug

      From mrsmerc November 16, 2008

      Just wanted to say hi and say I enjoyed reading your comments about prop 8. My husband is from Maine originally. At least he was born there and lived there with his grandma when he was a little boy. Still has family there too. Take care & God Bless.

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      From prettylitlefairy October 11, 2008

      thank you very much. Take care

    • Flower

      From prettylitlefairy October 10, 2008

      sorry you are feeling horrible. so here are some flowrs to brigthten up your mood. TAke care.Hope you have a great weekend and hope you find the help and support you need on here.

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  • Goals

    Progress

    10 %

    Current Weight (Lbs)
    188
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      Depression hit 2001, had to give up driving semi. Floated awhile. Had 3 failed attempts. Life basically bites.

      Treatments

      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      just made me feel a little better. So I lied to Doc to get cleared to drive again, went off paxil, then crashed mentally again. Driving job ended. Didn't bother with paxil.
      Positive Thinking Not Working
      Not normally. I'm always looking for the bad in things/people.
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      The whole system is messed to me. I DON'T want help. Just the obvious, but in a peaceful way. What is so hard to understand.
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      I listen, but it usually goes in one ear and out the other. Don't get me wrong, My family is great, but I just don't care what other's have to say.
      Zoloft Working / Worked
      Never thought about it, used it in conjuction with other meds. Tell myself I'm not depressed, so I quit it, god did it hurt my head when I did. Psyche doc want's me back on em'. We'll see.
    • Close Jealousy

      Is having a jealous girlfriend reason enough to get out of relationship? She gets cold towards Me if I should want to speak with other woman She doesn't know. I have no issues when She talks with other Men. She stresses She's Very Jealous. I don't understand it. I've explained over and over again that I have NO intention of straying. Am just being friendly is all. Again, should I end it?? I really don't want to, we've been communitcating now for 2 or so weeks. I really like her. Thanks

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