Journal

well i went to my best friend's house to get my mind off of stuff.

but things were worse over there.

her pregnant sister was trying to kill herself.

my best friend got mad at me for laughing with her girlfriend about something.

her girlfriend and her nephew got into a fight.

and everyone was yelling at everyone else.

so i had to call my mom, who is upset with me;

to come get me at 1:30 in the morning.

and i'm scared that my boyfriend is in jail.

everything is all messed up.

well im suspended of course.

so my boyfriend came over.

we were on the computer and realized his baby's mother got onto his myspace.

and there were messages on there from me.

and she isn't supposed to know about me.

so she finds out; her daughter and her are threatening me.

so me and him decide to "relieve some stress"

when we're done, i come out and find my mother sitting on her bed.

so i go back to my room; after ten minutes of trying to get the window open; he gets out and leaves.

his baby's mother called my mom.

i know my mom knows.

she just doesn't want to believe it.

ugh.

okay. yesterday was really bad. i'll do a little play by play.

morning- i woke up about 7:45.

i was late to school

-[first block]-

i got into an arguement with my teacher; then we had an experiment and i messed up the whole thing.

-[second block]-

it was fine. everyone in that class has failed and been to jail a couple of times. they are fun people.

-[third block]-

got into another arguement with another teacher.

-[lunch]-

my ex best friend and i were arguing

-[fourth block]-

i got into an "altercation" with a teacher and we were fighting. physically.

and i'm suspended and recommended for expulsion.

ugh.