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  • About Me

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    elfinqueen

    Female, 50
    Tucson, AZ, USA
    Member since October 8, 2008

    • About Me

      I was moving along in my life nicely when I was attacked by a dog 2 months ago. It has left permanent scars, physically and emotionally. I'm afraid to leave my house some days and feel very anxious around other dogs, especially loose ones. I have been working with animals all of my life, so this is a very new feeling to me. I am still trying to get the physical stuff taken care of but the doctors have been slow in helping, which leaves me very frustrated. My brain is working just fine, but my right leg and left hand still have some pretty major issues. I found this site searching the internet. I'm hoping to find some people to talk to and also to be able to encourage others in their recovery. Thanks for being here! I also have a gambling addiction that I have not been dealing well with. I can't go due to lack of money, but it doesn't stop me from thinking about it. I've lost thousands and thousands of dollars over the years. The only good thing I can say is that I did not use credit cards so I only was dealing with monthly debt (i.e., bills, rent, gas, groceries, etc.) I conned my mother into loaning me money on a regular basis and of course, she didn't understand why she was doing this, but wanted to help me out. I have a lot of regrets that I have come forward with to my family and that's a good thing as well. It's just that no one knows how much I think about it now and I won't tell them. I am home all day since I can't work because of my accident and that puts more thoughts in my head.

      I was moving along in my life nicely when I was attacked by a dog 2 months ago. It has left permanent scars, physically and emotionally. I'm afraid to leave my house some days and feel very anxious around other dogs, especially loose ones. I have been working with animals all of my life, so this is a very new feeling to me. I am still trying to get the physical stuff taken care of but the doctors have been slow in helping, which leaves me very frustrated. My brain is working just fine, but my right

    • Interests

      Well, I used to like animals! (lol) Actually, I still do, but am very wary. Motorcycle riding with my boyfriend, Bike Nights, water, puzzles, movies, yard work.

      Well, I used to like animals! (lol) Actually, I still do, but am very wary. Motorcycle riding with my

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  • Journal

    • Update

      Mood November 20, 2008 11:35am

      Well, I survived the surgery! Yeah! I see the doc tomorrow. He will remove the dressings that I have, check things out and then rewrap me. The worst …
    • recovering

      Mood November 18, 2008 10:57am

      just thought i'd update e1 on the surgery. it went well and i am recovering at home. hurting more today and pretty swollen when i got up, but …
    • Here we Go!

      Mood November 8, 2008 11:29am

      Well, I had my follow-up with the hand surgeon yesterday. He said I should have been in his office within 72 hours of the "accident", which …
    • My Life in a Nutshell

      Mood November 4, 2008 3:18pm

      So here it is; my life in a nutshell. (at least the last 5 years of it!) I was living on my own when my mom passed away in January of 2002. My whole …
    • EMG Test

      Mood November 4, 2008 2:26pm

      Well, I had the EMG today. Not nearly as bad as I expected. Actually, it wasn't painful at all! I was very surprised. I was also very nervous …

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    • Hug

      From DianneE March 6

      Thanks for your kind words....have been wondering how you are....would love to read a journal from you to see what's up in your world....Love, Dianne

    • Hug

      From TKay January 16

      Coming by to see how you are doing. Hope you are well, would love to hear from you. Hugs Tessa

    • Present

      From Auzgurl December 9, 2008

      Ginny thank you - feeling a little more peaceful today - funny in the hustle and bustle still have this constant inner peace which I am so thankful for - hope you day was good and you are healing. Love to you Suzi

    • Get Well Soon!

      From Deekers7 December 2, 2008

      I'm glad you're better...take care..and remain GF!

    • Prayer

      From TKay November 10, 2008

      Thanks for your support and friendship. Hope all turns out good with your surgery. Sending some prayers to get you better soon. x0x0x0's Tessa

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  • Goals

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    30 %

    Goal End Date is Jan 1, 09 329 days ago.
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    • Close Accidents

      I was attacked by a dog over 2 months ago at a boarding facility that I was working at .

      Treatments

      Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      Have had therapy on my hand for 6 weeks and it helped my wrist but fingers are still affected. Have been told I need to see a surgeon but am waiting for a recommendation from my doctor.
    • Close Gambling Addiction & Recovery

      I have been a compulsive gambler for can't tell you how many years. I have not been for the last 4 months due to lack of money. Doesn't stop me from thinking about it though. I have spent thousands of dollars that I couldn't afford to lose I am much better now, though. I banned myself for 5 years from the casinos in my state and that helped alot. Moved away for a time but I am now back in the banned state.

      Treatments

      Distancing Working / Worked
      Banned myself for 5 years to begin with, but ban is up now. Staying away is working right now.
      Gamblers Anonymous Somewhat Helpful
      Went to some meetings about 4 years ago. That did help me refrain from going because it makes you more accountable for your actions. It's very difficult to lie in the those meetings. It's a safety thing knowing that what is said there, stays there, so you can feel free talking about what is happening in your life without fear of being judged or criticized.
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      Was attacked by a dog at a kennel I was working at.

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