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jenalso 
10:24pm, July 27, 2009
Yeah I struggle and fight myself to defend my outside person from my inside person. Why would someone make an efficent machine like a human and give us the power to destroy ourselves. What a sick sence of humor they must have. I have alot of thoughts right now and not alot of patients so I'm just blowing off some steam so I stop concentrating about what I really want to do which is to cut. I've been down this road a million times but there is always one time. one time that knocks you onto your feet and all we can do is push through it and stand again. and again, and again. gotta love an illness that makes you relive every crappy thing you go through over and over.
