143 days
March 14, 2009 11:05pm
Well its been good. I miss smoking still, without a solid focus of staying quit it can mess up your commitment. Time to refocus
SmallMoments
11:06pm, March 14, 2009
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About Me
SmallMoments
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About Me
I am in the last year of my MBA.
I am in the last year of my MBA.
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Interests
Passions: Writing (Mostly poetry), Reading (Mostly everything), Tennis, Guitar, Drums, Bass, Singing (Mostly jazz) , Computer games, Poker
Passions: Writing (Mostly poetry), Reading (Mostly everything), Tennis, Guitar, Drums, Bass, Singing
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Journal
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137 day sober
March 8, 2009 1:14pm
Man Ive come so far, but its getting realy difficult again. I guess Im not as focused on qutitting anymore but my desire to smoke is still …
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Hugbook
Hug
Hi there friend, hope all is well. Have a great day.
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Hug
Hey stranger, I've been gone for awhile, lost in space, but am back to getting clean. Ten days so far. Amazing job you've done. Hope we can chat sometime. And to think I could have been clean all this time too. But at least I quit again. Hope you are well. I am sooo impressed by your achievements. Be well, and write if you have a minute. Peace Bro. from Tinder(spaco) I sure could use some support.
Moment of Peace
Whats up smallz, it's been a long time, hope your still smoke free, 178 days for me, been super productive so I'm not on the site as much, just checking in, Have a good day.
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4 job offerd! wel done =] im gd thks quit smoking weed which is good
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um no actually u didnt they werent all messages..they were hugs too...and u did stop responding..watever it doesnt matter....
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
5 yrs smoking, 2 yrs smoking almost every day all day. Wow not a great thing for depression and not that smart to do while pursuing your MBA. Im not thinking about it now, but for awhile it got to the point of contemplating suicide. Non of my friends can understand that because "its just marijuana", but when u use it to comfort all your life problems and shit keeps happening ( multiple deaths in the family and personal failures its not a good combo. I thought I was superman Mr4.0, Mr. Athlete
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
Close Insomnia
Treatments
- Ambien Somewhat Helpful
- Ativan Not Working
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Lunesta Not Working
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Rozerem Not Working
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- but i dont like it. Groggy, dizzy, confused, and if u take it too soon and cant go to bed right away it makes it way worse and your up all night
Open Tinnitus
ironically was in a rock band playfully called tinitus (minus one n) then got the dreaded tinnitus so fuck me I guess
Treatments
- White Noise Not Working
