Journal Entry for February 14, 2009
February 14, 2009 8:11pm
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regretfulone
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About Me
regretfulone
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About Me
I'm a 25 year old woman who became addicted to gambling almost from the moment I started. I never set foot into a casino until about 6 months after I turned 21. An ex-boyfriend of mine was a big gambler and I guess you could say that I became one too. I got really hooked on playing blackjack and can honestly say that winning was the worst thing that ever happened to me. From that point on, I was hooked. My addiction to gambling has haunted me for several years (4 to be exact!) but I'm proud to say that I have been able to distance myself from it for several months (close to a year) on end. I used to gamble almost everyday, but now it's really sporadic. Even so, it's just as dangerous as it was when I was going frequently. I am here now because I want to end this addiction all together, and because I had a bad relapse about a week ago. I hope we can help each other get stronger and healthier together and I appreciate any advice/tips you can give. Thanks! :)
I'm a 25 year old woman who became addicted to gambling almost from the moment I started. I never set foot into a casino until about 6 months after I turned 21. An ex-boyfriend of mine was a big gambler and I guess you could say that I became one too. I got really hooked on playing blackjack and can honestly say that winning was the worst thing that ever happened to me. From that point on, I was hooked. My addiction to gambling has haunted me for several years (4 to be exact!) but I'm proud to say
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Interests
Traveling, Tennis, reading, cooking, shopping, working out, spending time with my family, boyfriend, friends and dog.
Traveling, Tennis, reading, cooking, shopping, working out, spending time with my family, boyfriend,
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Goals for 2009
January 1, 2009 9:04pm
1. Remain Gamble Free!!!!
2. Lose 25-35 lbs. and KEEP it off
3. Limit eating out to special …
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I saw you online and had to say Hi...how's it going? I haven't seen you online for a while, is everything okay? Not trying to be nosey...lol...I don't have to try! Take care, Friend xxxooo
Congrats
I just noticed reading your comment on a discussion that you have over 5 months of gamble-free time...Sending you a big Congrats on this achievement. 5 mos is awesome!!!
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It's hard to believe people can get over this. The scary part is the urge never goes away. I thought it will fade eventually. I will keep my head up. Thank you.
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Thank You Rachel. This is exactly what i need , a place where people understand what I am going thru and don't think its as simple as just saying you want to quit. My family and friends that i have confided in don't understand the addiction
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Support Groups
Close Gambling Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Distancing Working / Worked
- I have decided that the only way I can walk away a winner is to not walk in!
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I joined this group because I have finally found the motivation to lose 25 lbs. I have struggled with my weight for the past few years. I go up and then I go down. I just want to end the vicious cycle once and for all and maintain a healty weight.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Weight Watchers Considering
Open Healthy Relationships
Currently having problems with my live-in boyfriend. We have been fighting constantly etc. and I feel like we no longer respect each other. I love him and want to make it work, but sometimes I feel like we are at the point of "no return" and that there are too many problems to fix. I don't want to give up, but I don't really know where to start either.
Treatments
Open Medicare
I am a licensed Health/Life Insurance Agent and Medicare Supplement Specialist. Please let me know if I can answer any questions and I will do my best to help!
