tell my parents i am seeing things?
October 5, 2008 6:46pm
i ono ....should i?
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Goal End Date is Nov 4, 08 391 days ago.
InkdUpBeautiful
9:23pm, October 4, 2008
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About Me
InkdUpBeautiful
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About Me
there is much i regret in my past but i would not change what ive been through...been used...bullied...looked down upon...and it all led to this mess that i call myself...is life rele worth it? i dont kno and maybe ill never kno...
there is much i regret in my past but i would not change what ive been through...been used...bullied...looked down upon...and it all led to this mess that i call myself...is life rele worth it? i dont kno and maybe ill never kno...
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Interests
friends...family...my bf...helping others...listening to music
friends...family...my bf...helping others...listening to music
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cut myself...bleed it out...just take the pain away
October 5, 2008 5:08pm
i cant take this pain nemore
i just want it all to go away
i was good for such a fukkin long time
n its chosing to come back?
wat am i supposed to fukkin …
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hallucinations
October 5, 2008 3:39pm
it only seems to happen at night...i saw somehting crawling on my ceiling...i swear it was there..i ono ifi should call my doc or not..HELP
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let go
October 4, 2008 9:05pm
ugh...i hate this...i feel liek i am about to lash out to just about nething that comes my way...i dont want to cut again because it doesnt work …
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
wow...where do i start...i suffer from very serious manic and depressive states...and it has been going on for YEARS...my doc said to me if the meds om on now work im probably bi polar...so here i am
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- ive been on this medication for years now...i am on many others but so far so good
- Haldol Not Working
- haldol never really did anything for me when i took it in the hospital...i only took it when i acted up
- Risperdal Considering
- this was the first medication i was on...i was on it for a very short period of time though.
- Seroquel Not Working
- this medication didnt do anything for me
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- when i was on this it worked a little
Close Self-Injury
used to cut everyday...
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- hated it with a passion
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- its ok i guess
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- so far ok
- Rubber Bands Considering
- ehh...id rather see more blood
- Talking Working / Worked
- always helpful
- Tattoos Working / Worked
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Open Eczema
my right hand has a huge dry spot...it itches and everything..its completely horrible
Treatments
- Betamethasone (Topical) Working / Worked
- i bleieve that this is the cream i use..if it is it works wonders
- Eucerin Somewhat Helpful
- it worked somewhat
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)been dealing with this and DBT for quite a while
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- always worked...wish i used to say more before i got sick
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- worked when i used to actually do it
Open Loneliness
i hate being alone...thats when my demons come out
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
ive been diagnosed wth ocd quite a while ago...wen i was younger...i normally obsess ovr things ... alot of things
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- hated it
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- i am still on this med..so far so good
- Luvox Not Working
- didnt help
- Seroquel Not Working
- didnt help at all just made things worse
