Dream Come True
October 22, 2009 2:31pm
Its amazing the kind of people you will meet in your life, strong, not so strong, but then theres just the numb ones. Is it possible to not have any …
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CNoelleH
2:23pm, October 22, 2009
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About Me
CNoelleH
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About Me
Im a lesbian, trying to find myself. I love music. I've been in and out of foster care, group homes, mental hospitals all thru out my childhood. Been on so many meds and had so many diagnosies I can't remember them all. I'm now bipolar, add, and I have severe anxiety. This year of 2008 I have had alot of strife but it has only made me stronger and I'm becoming more of who I am then I ever was. This year I tried to kill myself 3 times while living at my dads, 1 over heartbreak, 2 because I wasn't good enough for what my family wanted me to be and I thought I was causing them to much pain. This year may have been hell but I will admit it's also been the best year of my life, I learned how to live, who to be, how to love, what sex I truly do love, the way I want to look, that I don't need to be insecure, and that I only get stronger everytime with the rainbow after the rain, if only I can hold on for one more day each time. If u want to know more ask.
Im a lesbian, trying to find myself. I love music. I've been in and out of foster care, group homes, mental hospitals all thru out my childhood. Been on so many meds and had so many diagnosies I can't remember them all. I'm now bipolar, add, and I have severe anxiety. This year of 2008 I have had alot of strife but it has only made me stronger and I'm becoming more of who I am then I ever was. This year I tried to kill myself 3 times while living at my dads, 1 over heartbreak, 2 because I wasn't
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Interests
Singing, writing, dancing, listening to music, rapping, being there for my friends and helping them thru the issues I've been thru, spending time with family, nature, partying, tattoos, piercings, pain, true emotion, finding the deeper meaning of life..
Singing, writing, dancing, listening to music, rapping, being there for my friends and helping them thru
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Hey hun not heard from you in a while. hope your doing ok. keeping you in my thoughts.
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Just wanted to say hello. I hope you have a good week. Love & prayers to you, Janet.
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a hug for you my friend. Hope you start feeling better soon. Take care xxDebbiexx
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Life is short. Take risks.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I've been in foster care, group homes, mental hospitals. I was diagnosed a million of things before I was found as bipolar and add, millions of meds, like a lab experiment.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- didn't work for me
- Ativan Working / Worked
- it worked but I was having such severe anxiety they were afraid I'd get addicted so they put me on klonopin
- Celexa Not Working
- I acted out
- Depakote Not Working
- made my white blood cell count go so low I almost died, they thought I had lukima.
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes though one on one is really needed to get all ur feelings out.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- it seems to be very helpful, I'm on 3 mood stabilizers tho so it's hard to see the difference.
- Lithium Not Working
- made my whole body shake like I was having a ceasar
- Risperdal Not Working
- didn't work for me, I acted out worse.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- it takes away the severe psychotic tendencies of my bipolar but I get very lazy and tired and I feel drained constantly.
- Tegretol Not Working
- didn't help
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- it seems to work but it makes me eat less which isn't helpful.
- Trileptal Not Working
- I acted out
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- didn't help.
- Zyprexa Not Working
- I acted out
Close Depression
Type: Post Partum Depressiondiagnosed with severe depression in 1st grade
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- I acted out
- Cymbalta Not Working
- I acted out
- Effexor Not Working
- I acted out
- Lexapro Not Working
- I acted out
- Paxil Not Working
- I acted out
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- it helps as long as I can keep it up.
- Prozac Not Working
- I acted out
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- I get drowsy and lazy and feel very out of it but it helps my psychotic tendencies.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- depends on who
- Trazodone Not Working
- I acted out
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- I acted out
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write all my feelings down on paper constantly!!
- Zoloft Not Working
- I acted out
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