No school.
December 18, 2008 3:34pm
Things didn't end up turning out for school. My defaulted loans must be paid for x amount of months before I can actually get my Fin. Aide $. It …
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blaine9199 
3:27pm, December 18, 2008
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blaine9199
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About Me
I am 31 years old. I thought about suicide in High School, and was always a loaner. I wanted to be open and outgoing, but I was always held back by a force I can't explain. I would freese up when people talked to me. I still have a hard time with small talk face to face. My first real attempt was in 1999 when I broke up with my abusive girlfriend.
I am 31 years old. I thought about suicide in High School, and was always a loaner. I wanted to be open and outgoing, but I was always held back by a force I can't explain. I would freese up when people talked to me. I still have a hard time with small talk face to face. My first real attempt was in 1999 when I broke up with my abusive girlfriend.
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Back to school!
November 19, 2008 6:23pm
I didn't realise it was going to be this difficult to get back into college. I have been jumping through a lot of hoops. My first school …
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My faith saved my life.
November 6, 2008 6:03pm
I am an Apostolic Penecostal, or JESUS ONLY. I was baptised in April on the 11th almost 10 years ago. My life was a mess, and I had thought about …
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just another day in bp land.
October 9, 2008 7:31pm
I am having a decent day. I actually got up this morning with out any pop. I went back to sleep until 1pm though. I was up until like 6 am watching …
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hey i hope u are ok. not heard from u in ages. HUGE hugs!. please take care. debbie
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hi. just a hug. hope u are ok. not heard from you in a while. hoping everything is well with you. take care.
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hope your christmas went well and you have a great 2009 when it comes. take care my friend.
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lol it no problem
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Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- I tried it, I don't remeber the results. I do know it wasn't good enough, or I'd be on it still.
- Celexa Too Soon to Tell
- I tried it, I don't remeber the results. I do know it wasn't good enough, or I'd be on it still. Short term.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Worked well, but it became too hard on my system. I had it for couple years. I started having small blackouts of time.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- works great, and I am currently on it now. I take it at 1x @ night it makes me sleepy.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- My mom was on iy for years. Her teath are rotting out of her mouth, could have been bad oral hygiene, she slept ALOT. All DAY!
- Seroquel Not Working
- Short lived, bad side effects. Noises were amplified. If I went outside for a walk in town. The cars sounded like they were in my head.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- My mom was on this for many years, she did sleep a lot. However, she wouldn't explode into rages like she used too. Good for her psychotic episodes.
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- I am currently using this in the AM. I take 80mg once when I get up. The FDA limits this drug to only 20mg a day. It worked ok, and my Dr. upped the doseage for over 3 years. My medicaid paid for it that whole time. When we all switched to medicare drug coverage they stopped letting me overdose, good not bad overdose, on it. My current Dr. Is giving me samples to use for the other 60mg my insurance won't cover. Bad news drug 10yrs. no more free samples for my Dr.
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