carlyns's Journal

   I think it's the hormones I'm on that's keeping me in thei mood but I'm not feeling so hot. After all I've been through with the IVF yhey tell us to take it easy and think positive for two weeks prior to the pregnancy test. Makes perfect sense but when you've been through this eight times before with nothing to show for  and you're loaded up on emotional meds how reasonable is it really to think positive? I don't know, all I'm saying is I don't feel good and I'm afraid of another let down and feeling like a failure again.