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Revery 
11:31am, September 13, 2009
I can't believe I am still alive
After years and days I thought I'd die
No friend was there to hold my hand
No shadow in between
No Deus Ex Machina came
No sister cared for me
I wish I'd just ran away
But where was I to turn?
No sanctuary, no castles
Just cold plain fields ahead
Love was living lies for them
Safety but a gun
Battles fought some many times
No army ever won
So much has changed since then
I am free to be myself
A life to live at last for me
No prison and no cage
I can't believe I am still alive
After years and days I thought I'd die
But a question once stuck in my mind:
Why did I survive?
UPDATED GOALS
No more self-harming
Progress 30%
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this is excellent.........I really appreciate your "purge" of emotions....and especially your last LINE!!!! May it be everything you're looking for and right when you need it. That's my wish for you.....I'm older now and JUST NOW able to accept the good things that are happening to me in my life.....and to accept myself. Thanks...but you don't have to thank me....I'm glad we're both friends. take care....from, your friend, "Fire"
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