Revolutionary Road
March 29, 2009 5:19pm
Yeah, I finally broke up with my parents after I had a more than unpleasant session with my therapist in which a lot of old emotions were stirred up …
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Revery
11:31am, September 13, 2009
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About Me
Revery
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About Me
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Poetry, travelling, aviation, history, sociology, psychology, languages, weapons, astronomy & physics, mathematics, orders & decorations, reading, writing, hiking, daydreaming, calligraphy and other things
Poetry, travelling, aviation, history, sociology, psychology, languages, weapons, astronomy & physics,
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A crappy poem
March 13, 2009 5:32pm
I can't believe I am still alive
After years and days I thought I'd die
No friend was there to hold my hand
No shadow in between
No Deus Ex …
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Update & Venting
February 20, 2009 10:45am
I broke off contact with my mother a week ago. I spoke with my therapist about my mother, her childhood history, behavior etc. The therapist …
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Journal Entry for January 18, 2009
January 18, 2009 6:18am
Been away for a while. If you think things can't get any worse you're lying to yourself. Found out my father cheats on my mother, yet she …
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Sic transit gloria mundi
November 20, 2008 3:03pm
Started Therapy today. Don't know if the Therapist could fathom what I was talking about (the thing with Freya). I guess it is impossible for her …
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Rainbow
I could use a little hope from you right now. Am having a really hard time with parents right now and feel , well, you know. IF you can get a chance to write me, will you please???? In the meantime, I'll be checking out some of the support groups you have listed as I'm sure some of them could help me, too. THANKS!!!! Stay strong and on your own path, my friend! Take care, "Fire".
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good morning, friend! how's mon ami?
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High Five
Way to go, Rev! thanks for writing to me..it was good to hear from you again....proud of your work at school....and the way you're dealing with your life now. Hey, good luck with your female friend! now, just get your money straight, and you'll be all set! lol....eh, it's life.....LIVE IT!!! they don't bury you with your money! LOL....so, Have a good one, my friend!! =)
I’m With You
hugs.
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Moment of Peace
hello, Rev.....missing you.......please drop by some time soon, ok? would really like to hear from you.....and know how things are going for you! Even though we don't catch up much, I STILL AM ROOTING FOR YOU!!!!!
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I've learned to deal with most symptoms, yet at times it drives me against the wall with full force. It feels as if you were a pilot in an airplane endlessly nosediving to the ground, which you see approaching out of the cockpit window, with overexceeding speed and all warning indicators flaming red. You use all controls available to stop the dive, yet with no apparent effect. So you continue the crash-dive for days on end. Hell.
Treatments
Close Family & Friends of Bipolar
My mother was and still is bipolar. She cares and loves, but also neglected, abused and abandoned me. She is a highly manipulative person, who expects me to tolerate everything she does regardless of its impact on me.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Too much to tell. Some of what I've been through: Being refused medical care, slapped for no apparent reason, threatened with a firearm, survived a murder attempt, forced to psychiatric treatment for lack of obedience, being denied communication and privacy, refused to let me eat, being insulted, blamed for everything, coerced in to permanent obedience by threats of abandonment and "bad things" happening etc. etc.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Leave Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Self-Injury
Haven't self-harmed for a year until mid-September. I usually slap me in the face, punch me and cut myself badly with razorblades and scalpels. My whole left arm is quite scarred.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Considering
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionSuffering from depression since early teenage years due to abuse.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Friends, my family is rather a causative agent
- Writing Working / Worked
- Poetry & Literature
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Tooth Grinding
Revery hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Loneliness
Revery hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
