Grief is Back with a Vengence
September 29, 2009 9:10pm
It's been about 6 days now and I can't shake it. I miss my Daddy and my Amanda sooo much its just consuming me and my Mom has been such a …
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About Me
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About Me
I'm a 44 year old Mom. I lost my oldest daughter under mysterious conditions 8 years ago and since her death I've had a psychological break and am now fully disabled. My children were my life and when Amanda was killed part of my soul died with her. Her sister was only 11 at the time and within the last year Stephanie is just starting to realize the depth of her own grief and lashing out at me. I do nothing anymore and I need help from people who truly understand, not just my doctors. I'm looking forward to meeting other parents in my position and maybe helping them as they help me through this life we're left with.
I'm a 44 year old Mom. I lost my oldest daughter under mysterious conditions 8 years ago and since her death I've had a psychological break and am now fully disabled. My children were my life and when Amanda was killed part of my soul died with her. Her sister was only 11 at the time and within the last year Stephanie is just starting to realize the depth of her own grief and lashing out at me. I do nothing anymore and I need help from people who truly understand, not just my doctors. I'm looking
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Fantasy Football, Young & The Restless, English Premiere League Soccer, TRAVEL, TRAVEL, TRAVEL. I love making flower arrangements for weddings and for my daughter's grave. I've made flowers for other peoples gravesites as well. I love gardening but with the drought that's been out the past 2 years. I collect antique oak furniture, butterflies, wind chimes and dreamsicles.
Fantasy Football, Young & The Restless, English Premiere League Soccer, TRAVEL, TRAVEL, TRAVEL. I love
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NO longer angry at God
July 8, 2009 12:25am
After reading the book "the Shack" my life changed compltely around. I'm no longer mad at God and my life has been the best its been …
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Anger Displaced Please Help
February 9, 2009 10:34pm
I have so much anger inside of me and I don't know how to deal with it. If you can't handle graphics do not read any further. My …
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Saying Goodbye in a Letter
January 21, 2009 9:20pm
I went to my counselor today and she wants me to write a letter to my daughter Amanda telling her Goodbye, say I'm sorry for anything and ask for …
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Please feel free to contact me anytime, if you need a friend to chat with. We have all had our fair share of the game and well, it is hard to find an understanding soul out there, so please do not ever hesitate.
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Just sending you some good ole chocloate-which fixes everything, right? I hope you are doing well and that you are hanging in there. Lisa
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thank you for your kind words. I am very sorry for your loss.
I will check out the book The Shack.
Thank you for your support. Means alot you took the time to write me!!
I wish you peace and comfort !!
Deb
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Sorry for your loss
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