lately.
January 16, 2009 9:43pm
life's been really tough lately.
i need some support.
-my aunt's in a coma...well she's recovering from it.
-there's a lot of …
Hope3 
2:50pm, January 19, 2009
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About Me
Hope3
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About Me
I'm a girl who is trying hard to enjoy life. When I was little, I was sexually abused, and I've had a tough time getting through it. I am a Christian. I am in 9th grade. My life is based around trying to forget the past and create my own future any way I choose.
I'm a girl who is trying hard to enjoy life. When I was little, I was sexually abused, and I've had a tough time getting through it. I am a Christian. I am in 9th grade. My life is based around trying to forget the past and create my own future any way I choose.
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Interests
i love to dance. i like writing, kids, and singing.
i love to dance. i like writing, kids, and singing.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for September 18, 2007
September 18, 2007 9:57pm
Hello All.
Okay. I know i havent been on in a LONNNGGG time. And the truth is I am somewhat glad about that--the fact that I didnt NEED to be. …
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Journal Entry for August 26, 2007
August 26, 2007 2:20am
I know that this is really long, but PLEASE read it! =]]
Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted.Until one …
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Journal Entry for July 23, 2007
July 23, 2007 11:17pm
I'm sorry I haven't been on lately. I have been a little busy to say the least. The man who abused me is still on trial and the way things …
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Journal Entry for June 20, 2007
June 20, 2007 11:47pm
You don't have to read this journal entry. It is a little gross.
I keep reliving this one moment in my mind. I keep remembering the first time we …
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hi.. how r u??
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hey, can you talk to me on chat im thing? i kinda need it right now...
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add my myspace www.myspace.com/hydropriest :33333 next time you get on that is, i want to keep a steady friendship with you if you are not on DS :p glad you dont need support though hehe but if you could then just add me, i'd love to keep you as a friend. :)
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ZOMGOSH!!!!! I MISSED YOUU
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HI visit us at www.doorofhope4teens.com join our support groups here on ds door of hope 4 teens and beyond scars hugs to you today xoxo
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was melosted, raped, and pictured in pornographic viedos and pictures for a little more than 4 years. Now,I am just trying to move on. Forget the past and change my future.
Treatments
- Prayer Working / Worked
Close Family Issues
When I was little, I was abused and it has really hurt my family. My dad is distant from me and my mom doesn't trust me.
Open Rape
When I was four, and till I was 9, I was raped by my pageant director....well it was considered rape, because of our ages. Satgatory rape.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I just recently started counseling. I did it right after I told about the rape, b/c the court told me to, but then I stoped. Now I have started it back up again...
- Prayer Working / Worked
Open Sleep Problems - Childhood
I have short images of stuff that I use to do when I was little. I wake up in a panic and terrified.
Open Depression - Teen
I have had a lot of tough things happen to me, and I have let them effect me way too much. As a result, I am very upset. I'm not exactly depressed, but at times, i'm pretty close.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was emotionally abused by the man who sexually abused me. And, I just wanted to talk to someone.
Open Coma
my aunt went into a coma after a server allergic reaction. she is getting better, but it is a slow process as you all know.. it's a hard thing to watch.
