Journal Entry for April 13, 2009
April 13, 2009 1:44pm
Well I suppose 'smoke free' is a term that I cannot use...but compared to the amount of cigs that I was smoking before my quit date, it's …
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About Me
I'm fucking nuts!!! Aren't we all?? Hahahahahaha!!! Seriously...I'm a mom of 2 beautiful children, in a monogamous relationship with my soulmate, a friend to many online, few in real life, and seriously addicted to the net (which is ok with me). I'm not a fake or a phony. And even though my life is seriously fucked up sometimes, I'm proud of the person that I am.
I'm fucking nuts!!! Aren't we all?? Hahahahahaha!!! Seriously...I'm a mom of 2 beautiful children, in a monogamous relationship with my soulmate, a friend to many online, few in real life, and seriously addicted to the net (which is ok with me). I'm not a fake or a phony. And even though my life is seriously fucked up sometimes, I'm proud of the person that I am.
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Ok, I haven't been here since autumn and the first thing I want to say is how sorry I am to hear that my friend Joyce (Bijoca here on DS) lost her battle with colon cancer last September. I wish I could have talked to her one last time before she passed and I hope she knew how much she meant to me and many other people here on DS. She was a wonderful woman and she will forever be in my thoughts.
Ok, I haven't been here since autumn and the first thing I want to say is how sorry I am to hear that
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still hangin in there
April 9, 2009 5:10pm
Well, here's my stats...one day at a time I guess.
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Well I did it...
April 8, 2009 7:48pm
I quit smoking!!! Last night, at 3am, I had my very last cigarette and today, I have managed fine, only having a half a piece of nicotine gum …
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what new wickedly sweet sweetheart, how goes the week, are you working at any these days, been out to any goot movies lately, got any crazywicked words to pass on,
well for mee workn at the grocery store, moved bck home for finance reasons, still trying to get grips on my anger, had a goot fourth with some misty rain drops, but other packn it in for trip soon, nothing new here in the rockies, take care huggs and smiles
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Hey Sis , How r u.I hope well. I stopping by and peeking through to return thousands of hugs ,so your on my list for twice....for love and hugs. Hope to talk to u soon Sis. Love 2mani
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we r climbing up yjr rainbow oe- soon will be slidind down the other side. I read a lot on whyquit.com- it was what started retrsining my poor little brain, which right noe feels like mush!! haha
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Hey u r not alone! I'm making the leap with u- my quit was going to be Easter but think it is gonna change- to tomorrow! I have read enough on myquit.com to make the decision. We r not going to QUIT nicotine- we r going to RECOVER frm the addiction- until I faces the fact I am a drug ADDICT I was stuck. I'm with ya! go for the gold
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionThis section is too small for my story...hahaha. But, I will be writing in my journal. Long story short...I'm really depressed and need to be able to talk about it.
Treatments
Close Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I've quit smoking twice once for three years and both times have messed up my quit. I am depressed and have a very stressful life and I just don't know how I'm going to quit again. I don't want to die from this.
Treatments
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
Open Depression Supporters
I have been in a long-term relationship with a man who is depressed and sometimes suicical. I try so hard to keep my chin up and stay strong but I am failing. I feel like I should be doing more even though I know I'm doing the best that I can for him.
Treatments
- Prayer Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was in a relationship with a physically, emotionally, verbally and sexually abusive man. It's over now but it has changed me.
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
I was molested twice when I was little and sexually assaulted when I was a teen. It affected me negatively for over a decade.
Treatments
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
I have 1 child in this age group...she is 6.
Open Anxiety
I have had anxieties since I was a child...
Open Self-Injury
My boyfriend is a cutter...
Open Breakups & Divorce
Yup I've been split with my husband for 7 years...
Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)
I have1 child in this age group...He's 11.
Open Bipolar Disorder
My soulmate has been diagnosed as bipolar since he was 17.
Open Infidelity
I was cheated on multiple times by my ex husband and my current partner was cheated on by his wife. It has caused trust issues with us.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I was about 30 lbs. overweight for most of my 20's, lost the weight for about 6 years and this past year have gained it all back.
Treatments
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- It's hard to control my food intake when I'm depressed. I want to eat all the time!!
- Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
- This worked well for me before but now I have a family of six to feed and I dont always have a choice in my diet.
