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Wednesday I went to my doctor and we heard a very strong heart beat. We decided that I was about 12 weeks along due to me starting to feel the little fluttering that you first feel. We scheduled an ultrasound for next month so daddy would be home , this is his first baby.
Thursday I got the urge to clean house. So I did. As I was walking down the steps to take the garbage out I stepped wrong and fell. A few hours later I started cramping and bleeding. Went to ER and proceed to lose our baby. I feel it is all my fault. I let daddy down , I killed the baby ... I wasn't careful enough. I was suppose to protect the baby not hurt it. I wish God would of took me with the baby.
Daddy ison his way home now. He will be here this evening. He has totally supported me through this but I know he has to be hurting too. I just don't know what to do anymore
