I am so so scared
October 16, 2009 3:01am
I don't know what is going to happen with me. I have a bad neck injury and the doctors so far don't even know what it is. They believe i tore …
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betteroffgone
5:50am, September 26, 2009
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About Me
betteroffgone
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About Me
I am in my sophmore year at Morrisville. I will be transfering to most likely Binghamton to start pre-vet and hopefully go on to earn my doctorate in vetrinary medicine in about nine years...damn
I am in my sophmore year at Morrisville. I will be transfering to most likely Binghamton to start pre-vet and hopefully go on to earn my doctorate in vetrinary medicine in about nine years...damn
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Horses, music, reading, how ever nerdy it sounds, just generally learning new stuff.
Horses, music, reading, how ever nerdy it sounds, just generally learning new stuff.
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betteroffgone and dontwantyoutoknow are now friends 3:37am
November 7
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betteroffgone wrote a discussion post in the Healthy Relationships support group: How to help him grow up? 11:35pm
My bf can be extremly immature. Like baby talk, the whole "nah uhhh nah uhhh" that 10 year…
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I don't know how to make anyone happy.
September 12, 2009 3:00am
I feel horrible. I'm not good enough for anyone. My mother is going to be so disapointed in me when she finds out i didn't make it on the …
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I am so so sick right now
September 8, 2009 4:00pm
I don't even know what is wrong with me. My stomach kills, i can't eat, i have a nasty fever that won't go away, my sinuses are clogged, …
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I'm really scared
September 1, 2009 10:20pm
Like i don't know what i want to do for the rest of my life. Like I am 19 and spending money at school to find out what i want to do. And it …
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I did it again
August 28, 2009 1:00am
I hurt my bf. I felt horrible for doing it. I didn't want to at all honestly. Like he wanted me to say i was beautiful. I tried, but i still …
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better, I'm Kelly a twelve year post survivor, rec therapist and massage therapist. The things you are experiencing are completely normal for what I'm going to cal a newbie. Sleep is one of life and natures' greatest healers. The brain has had a shock to its system and it's boss/director, the Central Nervous system is trying to help it heal by controlling some of its' actions like telling you you are tired or sleepy. The dizziness to also called vertigo is part of the healing process. It is ther vertigo sensation that causes many survivors to have balance issues and the drs and PTs make us walk with quad canes or walkers. You need to take a six week vacation, do not stress over school issues and just rest, rest ,rest. Depending on which side of your head received the hardest impact, you might experience some opposite side motot function impairment. For instance my closed head injury was right side temporal lobe and for about 8 weeks I couldn't move my left hand or fingers. To this day I can't snap my fingers and walk with a gait imbalance. I don't perceive it but others do. Can we be friends?
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hope you feel better=)
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Thank you for your help on my college stress post, here's a hug! I hope it brightens your day, even if just a little bit.
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Close Self-Injury
I cut and burn, sometimes beat myself. I do it for loads of reasons, but normally it's to punish myself
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- It never really worked for my SI, like i still did it, but i suppose just not as often.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- It didn't really work too well, i just can't talk, or open up at all.
Close Sexual Abuse
I honestly don't know if i ever was, however stupid that sounds. I have some "symptoms" but no memory, and i don't want to think on it so much that i create memories
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was diagnosed with clinical depression nearly a year ago. I think its sort of stupid. There is no reason for me to feel this misserable all the time. But i honestly can't control it. I never let people know about it unless they are very very close to me. I am very ashamed of this, along with my SI
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- I was taking it and it evened me out for a while, like i wasn't happy but i wasn't misserable. Then it stopped working.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I tryed it before. But it didn't work, cause i can't open up to people face to face.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Use to do it more, not as much now.
Open Healthy Relationships
i am currently in a great relationship. I want to keep him happy and be able to work out any problems that may come around.
Open College Stress
I go to Morrisville State College, but I am considering transfering to a pre-vet program and later doing work to become a large animal vet
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I was really depressed when i first got here so i went to a counseler
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I talk to my friends they always help
Open Brain Injury
I recieved a concussion on tuesday and now i forget everything that happened after sunday. I also forget random things, like my schedule and what i'm talking about in the middle of a convorsation
Treatments
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- for pain works for the pain in my neck from the torn ligament but doesnt help the headaches much at all
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- for the pain also. it works for the most part. but it makes me groggy and all that other crap. it also makes me forget easier i think
