one month
September 8, 2009 5:21pm
Well Leah Michelle is now 1 month old, i can say the past few weeks have been the hardest ones of my life and that i'm going to have plenty more …
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crysta20 
5:57am, September 20, 2009
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About Me
crysta20
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About Me
Hi my names Siobhan i'm 21 i live in the UK. i've recently given birth to my little girl, we have called her Leah Michelle :), im quite a friendly person just not very good at starting convesations so will come across as shy and quiet, u wanna kno anything bout me just ask :)
Hi my names Siobhan i'm 21 i live in the UK. i've recently given birth to my little girl, we have called her Leah Michelle :), im quite a friendly person just not very good at starting convesations so will come across as shy and quiet, u wanna kno anything bout me just ask :)
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Interests
music, films, reading, writing, poetry, rugby, walking, dancing in the rain =)
music, films, reading, writing, poetry, rugby, walking, dancing in the rain =)
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Recent Activity
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Tuesday
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crysta20 wrote a discussion post in the Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female support group: Diagnosed today 11:56am
hi i was told today that i had chlamydia, i have a 2 week course of anti-biotics, im shocked as i have…
March 16
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crysta20 turned 21 12:00am
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my baby
August 15, 2009 6:09am
wow im so luck, i finally got my little girl :) shes so beautiful well worth the 8 day wait for her. and all the pain i went through, its hard work …
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feeling happier
March 28, 2009 6:52am
im feeling so much better than before, i'm actually getting up in a morning and doing thing instead of staying in bed till i have to go to work …
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happy
March 20, 2009 6:00pm
i am starting to feel a lot better in myself, ive stopped smoking, stopped cutting and i am trying really hard to start eating properly again. it has …
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smoke free :D
March 20, 2009 7:49am
i'm so happy i have now not had a cigarette in just over 2 weeks, im so pleased with myself that i've actally done it this time, it helped …
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Prayer
iam so sorry u are feeling like this hopefull it will get better .i will say a prayer for u and ur baby hugs .
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Flower
hi how are u doing ? i have not been on this site in awhile hope all is well .
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hey there,how you doing ?
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stopping by to say hello
Congrats
Congratulations on your baby girl!
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
it all started a few years ago when i met my ex b/f at first he was great but then he turned i dont kno wot i did wrong but.... anyways whilst i was with him i had to go thru loosing my dad (he was my step dad but treated me betta thn ny own dad) to cancer, i self harmed then and i still do now, i need help to stop but dont know where to go or who to turn to.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Talking Not Working
- i find it hard to tell people i care about that i feel how i do and never have the courage to do it.
Close Depression
im 20 and havent even been out round town in months, id love to go but can't as id be around too many people, i have not very many friends as in a preveous relationship i wasnt aloud to have any and havnt had the guts to start a new social network. i feel down all the time and people are starting to notice.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentwell my stepdad died a few years ago now but ive never grieved for him and i dont kno why but i just cant seem to let it go. he treated me like his own and was more of a dad to me than my own is im so confused at why i cant cry for him, because i love him so much.
Treatments
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- helpful in some ways but not so much in others.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Music Working / Worked
- i just drift out and dont think of anything while listening to it
- Poetry Working / Worked
- i write a lot of things not just poetry, it seems to help that i put down how i feel on paper.
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
im 20 and ive been smoking for 6 years now, my health is deteriorating and my asthma is getting worse.so ive tried to quit befor by going cold turkey but didnt do very well so im trying to sop again.
Treatments
- Nicotine Patch Too Soon to Tell
- it seems to help a little bit but not a lot
- Willpower Somewhat Helpful
- im finding it quite hard but im not going to give up giving up.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- its helping that im always on the go so i dont find time to sit and smoke
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
i have a daughter called Leah michelle born on the 08/08/2009. She seems to hate me and i cannot seem to sooth or comfort her, and at times i wish i could just run away... its all explained in my journal entry,
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