Journal Entry for January 21, 2009
January 21, 2009 3:48pm
bkc7911d
11:01am, December 29, 2008
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About Me
bkc7911d
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About Me
I am an alcoholic, sober since 4-6-05 widow, 2 children girl 22, living on her own, Son 19 in first Year in College. In a relationship with a Man that is beyond my imagination wonderful. and all of this is because I am sober and I can be the best person I can, so I get to see the good in others. I am so suffering from Hypothyroidism which in my opinion has gone wild, My tsh comes back within "normal range but I still dont' feel WELL! I have been on dissability since June of 08, and while seeking answers for my symptoms, which are fatigue, achey all over, numbness in my hands and feet, overall muscle and joint aches, can't stand for more than a few minutes, and I have increadible shortness of breath, I have had Many mnay tests and at one point thought I had MG, I do not, so now what? I pray daily, and know that I am being divinly guided, have only known this since I became sober. I now know that my experience can benefit others, I didn't know that is why i went thru certain things in my life, but now I know and it all makes sense! Hang around here, it will make sense for you too!
I am an alcoholic, sober since 4-6-05 widow, 2 children girl 22, living on her own, Son 19 in first Year in College. In a relationship with a Man that is beyond my imagination wonderful. and all of this is because I am sober and I can be the best person I can, so I get to see the good in others. I am so suffering from Hypothyroidism which in my opinion has gone wild, My tsh comes back within "normal range but I still dont' feel WELL! I have been on dissability since June of 08, and while seeking
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Interests
cooking, baking, entertaining, helping others, decorating, crafts, childrens issues.
cooking, baking, entertaining, helping others, decorating, crafts, childrens issues.
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10/17/08
October 17, 2008 8:47am
Well My hands are totally Numb up to my elbows, my lower body very weak and tired. don't know what is going on! I guess time will tell!
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October 1, 2008
October 1, 2008 12:29pm
well here I go, I have taken my first dose of the medicine that is supposed to help this MG. 1/2 of a 60 mg dose and then I can take the other half …
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Sept. 26, 2008
September 26, 2008 9:51am
journal entry, I am feeling well in my head, I know that I am on a Journey and even though I know nothing about this disease, more will be reveiled …
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Thanks for taking the time to reply Karen. I was having a "runaway" day, overanalyzing everything that came my way, not a good place to be. Prayer and contact with other AA's has centered me a bit today.
Ray of Sunshine
bringing you some sunshine to brighten your day..your help and encouragement is greatly appreciated..have a great week
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Ray of Sunshine
bringing you some sunshine to brighten your day..your help and encouragement is greatly appreciated..have a great week
Little Love
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. When you feel on top of the world, I'll pat your back and tell you, you deserve to be. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I can always give, Is the gift of friendship for you to accept. Allow our friendship to make you smile, Bring joy to your life as you have to mine. When you become confused and lose your way, Let me guide you in the right direction. Lean on me when you need support, Let me share your sorrow and pain. What good can a friend really be, If you cannot understand we will always care. If I call you friend, You will always know, A friend you have in me.
Rainbow
You know, bkc7911d, it's true. I just past my seven year mark in sobriety and it's been one heckuva ride. years five and six were literally torture for me because I was all pissy that I didn't have everything back that I wanted back that I had lost. Especially the zest I once had for living. But I hung in there and just like everyone kept telling me...things are beginning to change...little by slowly but the pace is picking up pretty decent now. And our trials, like you said are what force us to grow...it's just that we spent so many years numbing it all away, we didn't know how to handle anything.. we were toddlers or early teenagers in adult bodies. Now we can learn a little joy with the sorrow. That's the gift of the Program.
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Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
self diagnosed Alcoholic, sober now 4 years, recently diagnosed with Myasthenia Gravis. No nothing about that, anyone here have MG?
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- Excellent, gave me a life I didn't know was possible
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- It is my medicine, I know my mind is out to get me!
Close Myasthenia Gravis
recently diagnosed, now almost NOTHING about MG please help
Open Hypothyroidism
I was diagnosed with Hypothyroidism last May, I began on 80mcg of levothyroxine, then increased to 100, seemed to level off and then just last week put on 75 mcg's. I still feel like crap so much so that I was faulsly diagnosed with MG (Myesthenia Gravis) and beleive me was happy when they said I don't have it, I still suffer from pins and needles in my hands and feet, achey bones all the time, feeling frail, and fatigue, I do a little bit and have to sit down to rest! hope I can get some help!
Treatments
- Synthroid Too Soon to Tell
- I just don't know, according to the Lab results it should be working, but I am still experiencing the same symptoms!
Open Fibromyalgia
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