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SarJaz31 
4:07pm, July 21, 2009
I feel I have forgotten how it feels to feel any sort of happy, to have any sort of confidence to have any self esteem and why is it when I get so easily attached to people show them love my time friendship etc tey just plain let me down is it me? is it my fault i has Aspergers? that I hurt from past triggers.
I am trying to blank out certain feelings certain people certain things and when i say I hate having Aspergers then I flipping well mean it!!!!!!!!! and that going to the docs just seems like a total waste of time cause I feel will contuine to be over anxious, lack trust in people, have past haunt me and feel very crappy bout me and life in general.
If anybody wants to know or cares to know about I hear voices constantley in my head it drive me insane i keep telling them to shut up and they keep coming back they just say total crap to me all tha time.
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Hi friend, I just want to tell you that you are a great friend and also very special as well. Lots of hugs Dezna
Dezna
Awww Sweetie, It breaks my heart to hear that people are hurting you and that life has been so tough for you. I wish there were more that I could do to help you. My daughter also hears voices constantly and it drives her up the wall, so I understand how you must hate that feeling. Please don't give up though. You will always have good friends to support and comfort you here! Love ya~Hugs~Kim xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
pomgirl
Sarah ,my heart goes out to you sweetie ,i know how disturbing it is ,just to have constant wooshing ,and noises in your ears ,never mind the voices...
hun ,ppl who hurt you ,are NOT worthy of your friendship ,you have so many who genuinely love and care ,both about you ,and how you are doing.....ignore the rest...ive learned (the hard way!) ,that the rest are not worth my time and energy..
Please take good care of you...am sending you heaps of love and comforting hugs......sorry ive been awol ,only mum has been in hospital now for over 5 weeks ,her origional op went well ,but she got a nasty infection not long afterwards ,and needed to go back to theatre SIX times..:(
Then my bulimic daughter o/d`d on the night of mums op ,and it was not only worrying ,but complete chaos!
to top things off ,i got knocked down by a young lad ,not watching where he was reversing ,two weeks ago ,and have a crushed bone in my foot!..(we dont do things by half ,hey??:)..Gotta laugh ,or i`d cry!
Anyways ,hope now things are beginning to settle down a little (touch wood!)..that i`ll be around more...so please remember i`m here for you ,if you feel like venting ,or just need a friendly ear ,ok??
Big ((((((((hugs)))))) ,my sweet little sarah...ttys..love sharon xoxoxoxoxoxooxo
Rocky7
Yup! A lifetime of hallucinating of every type of hallucinating and voices as well as the white noise. All through my life I've managed somehow to sort the reality from the hallucination reality. Trying to act normal really adds stress.
Have you tried Seroquel at bedtime, yet? That subdues the voices down to white noise level and even below that. You take it at bedtime, so you get the sleep you need and it has the effect through the day of subduing the hallucinating.
In my life, Art was mostly all I can do for a living. I took advantage of all the other worldly hallucinating and put it to work. I wish that you could do that too.
stevo