Progress
65 %
Goal End Date is Oct 21, 09 36 days ago.
sadanger 
3:06am, December 19, 2008
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About Me
sadanger
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About Me
I don't usually think who I am. Most of my time is spent on others. I guess I am a women who wants to have fun....but be safe while doing it. I am a good crazy! The walking contradiction to most and a Friend to all that can handle the truth about them self. I don't smoke or drink. I love God, and go to church on Sundays. If you are asking what my job is I would say artist. Yes, that's me. If you want to know me better then just ask. I love to meet new friends.
I don't usually think who I am. Most of my time is spent on others. I guess I am a women who wants to have fun....but be safe while doing it. I am a good crazy! The walking contradiction to most and a Friend to all that can handle the truth about them self. I don't smoke or drink. I love God, and go to church on Sundays. If you are asking what my job is I would say artist. Yes, that's me. If you want to know me better then just ask. I love to meet new friends.
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Interests
I love to DANCE! Reading a good book or trying to figure out the human mind. I also love anything or anyone positive.
I love to DANCE! Reading a good book or trying to figure out the human mind. I also love anything or
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Hugbook
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Little Love
im ok, how are you?
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Ray of Sunshine
that's great. is everything going as planned? what's new? working? I hear FL. is a nice place...... except for the big ass storms they have. what happen to ur ex........ happy to hear from u ;) keep in touch.
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Cat,
thanks kid, hope all is well with you and that you are happy and at peace in your life. I have prayed for you for so long.-
Little Love
Where you at now? FL? Ok ok... i'll send you my number if you want.
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Healthy Relationships
My husband has stated smoking crack. I am scared and alone in a city I don't know. I have no real way out at the moment. I don't even know if it is the rite thing to do (leave). I ave three dogs, no human babies. I can't take them with me anywhere but AL and i live in Phila. i have no money because he spends it all on crack before i even see it. I went to his family and they all act as if its my fault. His mom says that if I get prego. then all will be better. He also thinks its the cure all.?
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- He was told he had to work on his self and he don't think its him.
- Patience Not Working
- I have no more. I am just a door mat to him. He even tells me I will never leave.
- Talking Not Working
- It always end up him yelling or i but most of the time me crying.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It works for me but everything stays the same so I could wright for ever and get no where.
Close Anxiety
I am anxious all the time. I often wonder when the panic will stop. I have viso vegale. I am always waiting for a attack to come on.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- I pretend a rock is in the middle of my belly and i move it up and down.
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- I was on it years ago. I could sleep to well and was unable to hear my husband sneaking out. I got off it with doc.'s permission.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I think its time for me to move on. i am tiered of living in h-e-double hockey sticks. my husband has been doing drugs and has caused us to lose our home. Now i just don't know how I can move on.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- he thought it was bull
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I just get hurt again because i would forget, as well as forgive.
- Leave Working / Worked
- i clear my head for the moment.
- Love Not Working
- you can love all you want but they just don't love back.
- Music Working / Worked
- it helps me relax for the time a song is on.
- Pets Not Working
- I keep getting a new dog to feel love.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- told i am ok.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- i would get lost in them but it would only last for a few hours. as far as help books, i would read them and he would tell me tell me what they said.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- If i could have just listen sooner!
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- trying this out.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I can get things out for myself but he would never talk not even to me.
- Time Not Working
- time at the moment is wasting away.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my hole life I allowed some one abuse me one way or another. From my mom to my husband. I even learned how to abuse myself. Most of the time drugs seem to be involved with the person doing the abuse. Not that it is an excuse, but more a realization. I am at a point where I don't think some one loves me unless they hurt me. I understand this is not so that is why I am here. to work on me.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- I love to express myself through art. It helps me to move on from the pain.
- Divorce Considering
- I thought about it. I looked into it.
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I have been able to forgive most people.
- Leave Not Working
- I always come back.
- Music Working / Worked
- I only hide with music
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- it helps while I am in counseling.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I go rite back to the same thing.
