lisaj7768's Journal

OK so last night, Chad basically told me that I don't do shit around here and that all I do is read or write in my journal! Bullshit! Maybe if he wasn't so busy sleeping...like he can do anything in his sleep! I guess I just didn't realize how unsupportive he really is and doesn't want to be. He nmever asks how my meeting went pr anything! I always ask about his band practice! I realize he has no understanding of anything I'm going thru. But I would think that would spark his interest in what I was doing! And yeah, if been kinda off in my own little world with all these OA meetings, and sponsors and 12 steps,etc. Biy this is a total lifestyle change for me! I mean maybe I shpould just give up OA just to make him happy! But I shouldn't have to give up somethimg I like for him. Just like I wouldn't expect him to give up his drums for me. Anyway, he's gonna be pissed if he comes home from work and I'm on the computer!