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lisaj7768 
7:31am, May 5, 2009
Well, I started HOW yesterday. I was 100% on it with my food. I went to a meeting last night and took my white abstinence chip! Got to announce that I had been coming to meetings for a month! It was kinda cool. Talked to one of the gals after the meeting for quite a while.
So, now the reason I'm freaking put over this HOW program is no sugar, no flour! I mean I knopw I can do this but I'm giving up everything! Like saying goodbye to an old friend! You know the one...always skipping class, getting caught smoking pot, coming to school drunk, and no matter how much of a screw-up he was, he was still your friend and you'd do anything for the guy. Well, that's who I'm having to say good bye to! And part of me doesn't want to lose them! I wish they could stay around forever. But because of my earing habits and my weight, I can't anymore! I only have myself to blame.
So I see the Nutritionist tomorrow! Kind of excited, kinda nervous! Then I have to call my sponsor with what the nutritionist said and then she and I are going to sit down and figure things out and make out a food plan! So at least by Wednesday, I'll know what I'm looking at, as far as what I cam amd can't eat. But I'm not giving up!
