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lisaj7768 
7:31am, May 5, 2009
I'm trying to get ready for this party and I'm not having fun! I'm fat! Nothing fits! Ok, I know I was bitching about this earlier, but, seriously, I'm pissed off at myself so bad right now! Pissed off that I let myself get this big! I took a picture of me in the outfit I was going to wear...HUGE! I look like I'm pregnant with triplets! All my weight is in my stomach! Well, and now my face! So what am I wearing tonite? Well, at first I thpught about just staying home! Cuz I literally have nothing to wear! But, I'm wearing my skirt, with the waistband under my stomach like a plumber or carpenter, or man with a big old beer gut. I'm wearing my new breast cancer awareness shirt that says 'BOOBS ROCK!" in hot pink letters on the front and a big old jacket! OO Sexy! Yeah, I'm fat!
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Darling you sound ready to make a change and we are here to help! Just say the word! I think you should buy yourself an awesome new party outfit as a reward for reaching a short term goal. Chin up, everyone loves you for you, not for the way clothes fit!
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