lisaj7768's Journal

OK, i guess I'm just feeling funky today! And really, I shouldn't. Lost another kilo as of today! So now I'm at 101.

The reason for my finky mood tho, is that I'm really pissed off at some people I work with...or used to work with...whatever! I'm still there for back-up in case they all decide to get sick. See, there was an incident at the bar...gang members took over the place one night and beat this little Mexican man who wouldn't harm a fly, within an inch of his life. Well, one of our regulars and one of the bartenders went to this other bar down the road looking for these guys for retaliation. I was the one who tried to stop them!

Well last night a couple of employees and one of the guys who has been 86'd regarding thia incident, were talking outside the bar last night, and they were talking about letting the guy who was 86'd, come back in once the manager left for the night. Dumb move! But I was leaving! I could care less.

Well one of my so-called co-workers was making some sort of reference as to him and the rest of the group that I was the one who told the owner! I wasn't I swear! The owner called me and told me about it!

I then confronted the guy who made thw reference. I said, "You didn't just say what I thought I heard you say, did I?"  And then I said, "I know you don't think I was the one who got Matthew fired and Jason 86's!" And Jason pipes up with "Yeah, you did! You had everything to do with it, cuz you told John we went to the other bar!" This comment was made to me 5 minutes after he was begging me to talk to the owner for him to see if he could come back in. After that little exchange, I let him know he was on his own!

So basically, I can't tell the owner the whole story regarding last night because then they'll know it was me who said something! But I will tell him about the reference made that I told John.

You know, I guess I don't think they realize that besides being my boss, he's also my friend. A good friend who has done alot for Chad and I. I guess maybe it's jealousy or something. Jealous of the relationship John and I have. Whatever! John plays in a band with my boyfriend! John invites us to go hang out with him and his friends. WTF?

Anyway, bottom line, I didn't say anything! Matthew quit his job and Jason's 86'd due to his own actions. Stuff had just been building up and building up til Jason putJohn's customers in danger. Then John said that was the last straw!

So that's why I'm feeling like sh**! Plus, I didn't go to my meeting last night, and I should have! But I'll be there tomorrow morning! Damn strait!